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[braced]

so sungki's been working you hard huh

[foxtwo]

i'm not complaining

he's just. he has a lot of energy. and practically no refractory period.

[braced]

sounds kinda fun

what happens if you tell him to slow down? you should ask him to give you massages for every hour he wrings you dry

[foxtwo]

the last time he gave me a massage, it ended up - well, you know.

i'm sure he wouldn't mind if i told him to slow down, but i don't want him to think i'm not loving all of it, because i am, and i love his enthusiasm. i don't want him to feel like he has to rein it in

[braced]

i can imagine

what if you told him all this?

[foxtwo]

hm. what if i spook him and then he doesn't initiate anymore?

[braced]

i think if you told him you dont want that to happen he would get it? you like having sex with him that much right?

[foxtwo]

I do, I really love having sex with him. Maybe I should just - yeah, say something, I just.

Relationships are hard.

[braced]

they are. but talking about it is the best thing you can do, trust me

[foxtwo]

talking about communication, can i ask you something that isn't any of my business but i just wonder and i care because well.. it's joon, you know?

[braced]

sure, go ahead

[foxtwo]

kwang likes joonie, doesn't he?

[braced]

i thought you were going to ask me something about hojoon

[foxtwo]

It is about Hojoon. It’s about him and Kwang. Do you approve?

[braced]

i love them both. i think this is their business and what matters is that theyre happy

[foxtwo]

Okay. That’s a good way to think.

Sorry, I won’t mention it again

[braced]

its okay

i just havent talked about it with either of them that much yet. only kind of. i think theyre figuring it out but we cant really interfere, yknow? its better to let it be and be there when they come to us for advice and stuff

[foxtwo]

Joonie will never come to me for advice. It’d break his belief that he’s the one with all the answers, but I can tell he’s got a lot on his mind.

[braced]

i know. he doesnt want to do something that would... throw things off. with kwang or me and kwang or me and him.

[foxtwo]

Do you think something could?

[braced]

i dont know... i think if something happened between them it would be a little intimidating, at first, to figure it all out together

but i dont think anything could cause big problems between me and either of them.

[foxtwo]

oh. okay. that's good. i don't want either of you to be unhappy. i just... notice things, and i start worrying. i can threaten kwang, if you want. i'm not scared because he's really tall.

[braced]

no! why would i want you to threaten my boyfriend? hes not trying to steal joon from me. he just wants... things to work out. hes a good person. he would never want to ruin anything for anyone else.

and he would be good to joon.

[foxtwo]

okay, if you say so. but you just gotta say the word. or give me a hand signal. or like, a wink.

i'm kidding.

i'd like if joon relaxed a bit more anyway. it'd be good for sungki, too.

[braced]

hes stressing sungki out, isnt he?

i agree though. i do my best to make him calm down but he's in his head a lot and gets carried away!!

but i dont need to tell you that. you know him.

i think kwang would be good for him