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[braced]

sounds kinda fun

what happens if you tell him to slow down? you should ask him to give you massages for every hour he wrings you dry

[foxtwo]

the last time he gave me a massage, it ended up - well, you know.

i'm sure he wouldn't mind if i told him to slow down, but i don't want him to think i'm not loving all of it, because i am, and i love his enthusiasm. i don't want him to feel like he has to rein it in

[braced]

i can imagine

what if you told him all this?

[foxtwo]

hm. what if i spook him and then he doesn't initiate anymore?

[braced]

i think if you told him you dont want that to happen he would get it? you like having sex with him that much right?

[foxtwo]

I do, I really love having sex with him. Maybe I should just - yeah, say something, I just.

Relationships are hard.

[braced]

they are. but talking about it is the best thing you can do, trust me

[foxtwo]

talking about communication, can i ask you something that isn't any of my business but i just wonder and i care because well.. it's joon, you know?

[braced]

sure, go ahead

[foxtwo]

kwang likes joonie, doesn't he?

[braced]

i thought you were going to ask me something about hojoon

[foxtwo]

It is about Hojoon. It’s about him and Kwang. Do you approve?

[braced]

i love them both. i think this is their business and what matters is that theyre happy

[foxtwo]

Okay. That’s a good way to think.

Sorry, I won’t mention it again

[braced]

its okay

i just havent talked about it with either of them that much yet. only kind of. i think theyre figuring it out but we cant really interfere, yknow? its better to let it be and be there when they come to us for advice and stuff

[foxtwo]

Joonie will never come to me for advice. It’d break his belief that he’s the one with all the answers, but I can tell he’s got a lot on his mind.

[braced]

i know. he doesnt want to do something that would... throw things off. with kwang or me and kwang or me and him.

[foxtwo]

Do you think something could?

[braced]

i dont know... i think if something happened between them it would be a little intimidating, at first, to figure it all out together

but i dont think anything could cause big problems between me and either of them.

[foxtwo]

oh. okay. that's good. i don't want either of you to be unhappy. i just... notice things, and i start worrying. i can threaten kwang, if you want. i'm not scared because he's really tall.

[braced]

no! why would i want you to threaten my boyfriend? hes not trying to steal joon from me. he just wants... things to work out. hes a good person. he would never want to ruin anything for anyone else.

and he would be good to joon.

[foxtwo]

okay, if you say so. but you just gotta say the word. or give me a hand signal. or like, a wink.

i'm kidding.

i'd like if joon relaxed a bit more anyway. it'd be good for sungki, too.

[braced]

hes stressing sungki out, isnt he?

i agree though. i do my best to make him calm down but he's in his head a lot and gets carried away!!

but i dont need to tell you that. you know him.

i think kwang would be good for him

[foxtwo]

honestly, i think it stresses me out more than it stresses sungki out. sungki seems to think it's perfectly normal and he's just like, trying his best to make joonie love him, or at least approve of him. he just takes it in stride? which is cute as hell. but i want joon to stop being so aloof at sungki, it's not fair to treat him like this.

did kwang help you relax?

[braced]

he'll warm up to him. i promise

yes, he did. a lot. and still does