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[foxtwo]

Joonie will never come to me for advice. It’d break his belief that he’s the one with all the answers, but I can tell he’s got a lot on his mind.

[braced]

i know. he doesnt want to do something that would... throw things off. with kwang or me and kwang or me and him.

[foxtwo]

Do you think something could?

[braced]

i dont know... i think if something happened between them it would be a little intimidating, at first, to figure it all out together

but i dont think anything could cause big problems between me and either of them.

[foxtwo]

oh. okay. that's good. i don't want either of you to be unhappy. i just... notice things, and i start worrying. i can threaten kwang, if you want. i'm not scared because he's really tall.

[braced]

no! why would i want you to threaten my boyfriend? hes not trying to steal joon from me. he just wants... things to work out. hes a good person. he would never want to ruin anything for anyone else.

and he would be good to joon.

[foxtwo]

okay, if you say so. but you just gotta say the word. or give me a hand signal. or like, a wink.

i'm kidding.

i'd like if joon relaxed a bit more anyway. it'd be good for sungki, too.

[braced]

hes stressing sungki out, isnt he?

i agree though. i do my best to make him calm down but he's in his head a lot and gets carried away!!

but i dont need to tell you that. you know him.

i think kwang would be good for him

[foxtwo]

honestly, i think it stresses me out more than it stresses sungki out. sungki seems to think it's perfectly normal and he's just like, trying his best to make joonie love him, or at least approve of him. he just takes it in stride? which is cute as hell. but i want joon to stop being so aloof at sungki, it's not fair to treat him like this.

did kwang help you relax?

[braced]

he'll warm up to him. i promise

yes, he did. a lot. and still does

[foxtwo]

i wonder if it'll be the same when we go visit sungki's mom

oh. oh, well, that's good. that's very good. i'm glad things are good for you, junsu, really

[braced]

you mean her with you?

thank you. your brother does too, you know. i need them both equally.

[foxtwo]

yes. sungki and i are going to japan, soon, and i'll be meeting her.

well, joonie is pretty amazing.

[braced]

thats kind of intimidating, right?

he is. he's incredible

[foxtwo]

it's terrifying. you ever done that? i mean, i guess you've met me but i'm not scary. have you met kwang's family?

yes, he is. this is a good opinion, i'll bring you chocolates.

[braced]

no, i havent. id be scared shitless i think

ill gladly take the chocolates. and split them with joon

[foxtwo]

you think you will?

okay
they won't be egg flavored though.

[braced]

honestly... i dont know. and i dont mind. id be happy to if he wanted me to, but im not going to be upset if i never do

he can deal with that

[foxtwo]

oh, wait, you didn't talk about that. sorry.

i'm taking sungki to meet our family, too. i think it's important.

[braced]

hm?

if you have some, yes, i think so

[foxtwo]

oh i just feel like maybe you haven't talked to kwang about it, so i shouldn't intrude

i have no one but joonie left, but we'll go and visit the shrine. i can tell sungki about them all, that way.

[braced]

oh, right! dont worry about it. itll come up if it comes up!

that sounds really lovely. i hope you have a great trip

[foxtwo]

would you like anything back from japan?

[braced]

just you and sungki healthy and safe

[foxtwo]

boring

but okay, we will. don't worry