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[foxtwo]

but if she doesn't like me, do you think he'd choose me, over the woman who raised and loved him and showed him the way his whole life?

mmm yeah, that's true. i really like that.

[braced]

i dont think it would be a choice to make. would you make joon choose if he had a friend you didnt like?

[foxtwo]

if i thought that friend was a terrible influence on him? absolutely, i would. no hesitation.

[braced]

youre not a terrible influence on sungki.

[foxtwo]

well, i'd agree, but his mother might not

[braced]

maybe to be safe pretend youre waiting until marriage

[foxtwo]

yeah, that's my plan, if sungki lets me. as long as she doesn't ask *when* said marriage is to happen...

[braced]

just pretend its not yet decided. think on your feet!

[foxtwo]

the kind of thing I was born to do

oh also don't tell joone about any of this, i've already had to stop him from getting a ticket to come with us once. he just doesn't think i'm able to deal with this by myself

[braced]

he wants to come with and babysit you?

[foxtwo]

yes. he mentioned it once, and i talked him out of the idea, but i think he's always half a second away from getting a plane ticket for himself

i can do this, junsu.

[braced]

i know you can.

dont worry. i dont want him to leave so ill make sure he doesnt have a reason

[foxtwo]

i know that it's just because he feels responsible for me, but he keeps on thinking he's that much more mature and grown up than I am, and that I'm barely able to feed myself. I love him more than life itself and he is the best person I know, but by Inari he is frustrating.

Also, you don't have to worry. He'll never leave you.

[braced]

i love him for that. i know its frustrating though

you sound sure

[foxtwo]

you love him for thinking i'm immature?

it's because i am.

[braced]

no! i love him for being so... like. he has to make sure everything is going according to his standards and he worries about people he loves so then his standards get really unreasonable

yeah?

[foxtwo]

it's easy to love it when the 'unreasonable' isn't applied to you ;)

yeah.

[braced]

please you love him! you can tell him off. i do my best to keep him reasoned too

okay. thank you

[foxtwo]

i do, but funnily enough, he is very good at tuning me out.

if you didn't realize already, when we love, junsu, we love very hard, and with no conditions. i guess it's a family trait, or maybe it's a kitsune thing, i don't know. but he chose you. he's not one to turn back on that. choosing you was a commitment in itself.

[braced]

because youre his brother

i dont feel like i deserve that from him. hes so good.

[foxtwo]

he chose you, so you deserve it. thinking you don't is disrespecting his choice. you could hurt his feelings.

[braced]

i worry that i already do sometimes

[foxtwo]

why?

[braced]

ah, he said something once

about how he thinks i love him less because i also love kwang

[foxtwo]

oh

do you?