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junsu ([personal profile] braced) wrote2018-08-15 06:59 pm
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chamsae: (seventh bird six.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-15 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I have a request. There's something I need and I believe it's considered unsafe to leave the house and go looking for things alone. Are you willing to come with me?
chamsae: (seventh bird nine.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-15 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Underwear. I do not have any.
chamsae: (fourth bird five.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-16 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
If "going commando" means not wearing underwear, then no, I have not been going commando. I have some, but I need different sets. Naturally, I can go without, but I find it uncomfortable.
Edited 2018-08-16 00:41 (UTC)
chamsae: (first bird thirteen.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-16 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. I don't have to change my body, but I prefer to have the option. While it's for my own comfort, I've recently been told that it's all right to consider my comfort important.
chamsae: (seventh bird two.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-16 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
That is not how I was told to feel when I lived in the godly realm. The opposite, in fact. My comfort was not important. I believed that very firmly. I suppose it helped me. But it no longer helps me.

I enjoy expressing myself from time to time now. And I need the correct clothing to do so. Bras, specifically. I do not think many in this household own such things.
chamsae: (fourth bird three.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-16 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I thought as much. But I had considered asking if anyone knew where to get these items. In the end, I think I need to find them on my own. With your help, if you don't mind.

Thank you. I'm glad to be here too. I've met people who have changed me. It's interesting. I think it's good.
chamsae: (seventh bird five.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-16 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
You're very kind. I'm glad I asked you for help.

I believe you're right about that. You are also good.
chamsae: (fourth bird three.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-16 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you have free time today? Or perhaps tomorrow is more prudent.

I would not say it if I didn't believe it.
chamsae: (first bird one.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-16 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I do as well. I'm finding it hard to occupy my time without regular tasks. I thought this might help.

I do not see a reason not to be. Subterfuge is not something I was engineered to be good at.
chamsae: (first bird thirteen.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-19 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for agreeing to come. I'm sorry if I asked in a way that was awkward.

It is strange. But I hope to learn to enjoy it.
chamsae: (eighth bird three.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-26 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Not at all awkward? Or does the turn of phrase mean something else?

What gave you that appreciation?
chamsae: (seventh bird seven.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-28 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. Good. I'm glad about that. I wouldn't have worried as much before, but I feel relieved to know it now.

What aspects of it are you more aware of now?
chamsae: (third bird eight.)

[personal profile] chamsae 2018-08-30 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I see. I agree with this. I used to find those things stabilizing. But it's good to be free of them now.

I believe I can see why you're grateful.


[ Bird doesn't exactly take into account that their life experience is a little different. But they are... trying in a clumsy way to make a connection. ]