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junsu ([personal profile] braced) wrote2018-08-15 06:59 pm
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-09 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[junsu looks so happy. it breaks joon's heart, because he already knows. he knows that this shouldn't have happened. he knows that nights exactly like this dulled and distracted him before. he closes his eyes, fingers sliding along the underside of the human's arms. he's drawn to him, falls towards junsu slowly until he finds his mouth first. the kiss is slow too, but not chaste.

joon wishes. he would give anything to keep this pain one-sided. he would hurt forever in junsu's place. but he's done it now. his selfishness is going to hurt someone that his heart longs for, just like it did with haneul.]


I want to.

[he can put it off for this one night. hojoon's hands reach for the front of junsu's pants.]

I want to.

[joon repeats the words while nodding. he wants to, and that's the problem. but he can't just leave him like this, taking without giving back. without letting him use his own brand of magic a little bit more.]

Name what you want from me. It's already yours.
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-09 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[hojoon smiles at the request, a little fire burning in his eyes as he looks into junsu's. it's so simple. he really could've asked for anything, there's nothing joon would've denied him. but junsu wants to be touched, and that sounds good to hojoon too.]

Where, here?

[he trails his fingers along junsu's shoulders with a little grin, dropping his touch to the back of his elbow. he kisses junsu again before repeating the question, hands roaming over random parts of his body.

it started as a tease. but joon quickly starts to love the feeling of junsu's skin under his hands. he remembers the name of every bone in a human's body. muscles...most of the muscles, he's forgotten.]


Here?

[he whispers it again as he slides his hand against the soft skin of junsu's inner thigh, watching as it makes his legs slide open a little more for him. until his hand lifts and he's rubbing his palm against the underside of his cock. the human body really is something.]

There's not an imperfect part to you.
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-09 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I told you I was an asshole.

[joon smiles and kisses him again. he's in no hurry to rush this, even less so now. he watches junsu's every reaction, how open he is, how beautiful he is. he deserves better than someone like hojoon, who puts up walls and keeps himself chained to the past. but his heart ties itself into knots at the thought of giving him up.

he slides his hand along junsu's neck when he leans his head back, just feeling the pulse of his life. his other is still on his cock, a drag of fingers before he wraps his hand around him loosely. his strokes are slow, light, sometimes pausing to let junsu push up through his fist.]


Like I'm going to miss making and seeing you come. [joon's hand slides down his chest, pausing to tease his nipple.] I might have to do it twice.
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-09 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[in truth, hojoon is a lot of good things. at times, mischievous, but also playful. he's sensual and protective, brave and loyal.

it's just that he's forgotten that he's those things, or can be. instead he's turned bitter and heartbroken, pessimistic and jealous. if you don't tend to the flowers, weeds will easily grow in their place.

his lips fall open when junsu moans his name. his breaths aren't as heavy, but he times them with the human's, moving a little with him too. his kiss is hungrier this time, messier. he can feel junsu growing more frantic, but he tightens his fist without moving it up and down too much. he has his reasons why he wants junsu to fuck through it, why he wants him to lift.

his free hand goes between his cheeks, finger brushing against his hole to tease him there too, feeling how he wants to open up and let him inside. joon kisses him harder one more time before moving to his neck. he wants to hear his sounds, wants to hear his name in junsu's wrecked voice as he comes.]
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-10 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
[junsu's so hard in his fist. he can feel the heat of him, the pulse. all the signs of his body tell joon when it's happening. he draws back a little, mouth open, eyes bright at the sound of his name on the other's tongue. that alone would be enough to make him hard again.

but it affects more than just his body. it feels like his ribs are rattling with every beat of his heart, like it's demanding that joon free it. junsu needs to catch his breath, so he just brushes his lips along his cheekbone before he lays him back. just watching him softly as he recovers and comes back down to him.]


Is this for the bite earlier? [hojoon holds up his hand, junsu's release rolling over it.] I mark you, you mark me?

[joon turns his hand before any can drip off, looking into junsu's eyes as he licks across it.]

Alright. [and then, softer. affectionate.] Feeling okay?
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-10 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
Since you said please.

[like he needed to say "please" at all. joon leans over him, kissing him slowly and feeling his heart swell and ache at the same time.

he settles over him, not resting the entirety of his weight on to of junsu. he spends a few minutes doing just this, kissing him without expectation to build to anything this time. kissing because he likes kissing him so much, and junsu wants him to, and hojoon never wants to stop.]


I really like you Junsu. [this is something he wants to tell him. this is something he needs to make clear, not realizing that it will lead to more confusion later.] I like you because you're human. I like you because you're you.
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-10 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
[he wants to tease him. he wants to joke about junsu being so forward, and what kind of a boy does he take him for? he thinks junsu would like that. he thinks he would laugh.]

Sure.

[that response comes out instead, with hojoon getting more comfortable on the bed, making a soft sound as he kisses him.]

Pretty sure I said I was going to make you come twice, after all.

[it'll be nice to have a few more hours to work on that. it'll be nice to have a few more hours with junsu. there's nothing that he wants more right now, and nothing that he wants less than for morning to come.]

Sorry you lost at your first game of go though.
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-10 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
We didn't even really play!

[just a few moves, but he laughs at junsu's easy acceptance of defeat. but the suggestion that he won something anyway, that joon is a prize to him....

fuck. knowing that he deserves the pain won't make it hurt any less.

he puts it out of his mind, shaking his head while his hand rubs long junsu's thigh, desperate for more touches and kisses and orgasms too..]


It needs to always be at least twice. Just to make sure that first one wasn't a fluke or something.
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-10 11:28 am (UTC)(link)
[he deserves this, the care, the attention. junsu's beautiful when he smiles, and he deserves all the reasons in the world to do it. hojoon is apparently one of those reasons, if tonight is true.

to be thinking of denying him those things, of actually taking those smiles away...it makes joon want to burn himself to ash for the second time in his life. and there's a limit to what he can take, and mention of round two has him stuck for a moment. he knows what junsu likes, but right now, with the thoughts that are spiraling around inside his head, it feels more like taking than giving something to him.]


I think fucking me might be a good test. [because that's different. because that's joon offering himself, knowing and wanting to do it anyway. he looks over at junsu, playing with his hair and looking at his face for his reaction.] If you're into that. It's been awhile for me, over a year. It'd be nice to feel someone again.

[in more ways than one, really.]
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-10 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
You could.

[he does, even without fucking him. without touching him. junsu makes him feel amazing, and sometimes it hurts too. maybe that's all a part of healing, joon wouldn't know. he hasn't tried.

hojoon closes his eyes, lets junsu kisses him as much as he wants. but the noses thing brings a smile to his lips.]


Are you turning into a fox now? Let me see how many tails you have.

[joon reaches a hand around, grabbing junsu's ass playfully.]
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-10 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't grab, I was inspecting! Grab is what perverts do.

[it sounds weak, even to him. joon might be laughing at himself a little when junsu starts to kiss him again. he can't remember the last time he really laughed. he can't be bothered to think too much about it with junsu's lips against his, opening him up. joon moans softly into the kiss, keeping his hands right where they are and pressing junsu's body down against his.]
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[personal profile] foxone 2018-10-10 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[another roll of his hips and all joon is thinking about is feeling another roll of his hips. it feels good but a little strange being the one taken care of. junsu's question only adds to that feeling.

joon enjoys putting his mouth everywhere. he likes to taste and breathe a lover in. he likes using his words and other parts of his body to make them come apart as much as he likes using his cock to do it.

but it feels like he's asking junsu to do something dirty, like when he came in his mouth earlier. it feels like something that junsu's mouth shouldn't do, even when his cock gets harder at the offer. a part of him can't believe that junsu would want to do that to him, for him. but he knows that kind of thinking is nonsense too.

his lips part to answer, but it takes him a second to get the words out.]


Is it something you like doing? You don't have to do anything just for me, you already make me happy.

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