[ junsu quirks an eyebrow at him. as if doing this wasn't a turn on. joon's quiet sounds, the feel of him, the softness and trust they're sharing. junsu's extremely ready. ]
Oh, I'm ready.
[ he presses a kiss to his back, a last one before reaching for a condom and the lube again. ]
How do you want to do this? [ he's leaving that up to hojoon, since it's been a while for him and junsu doesn't want to assume what he'd like best, or what would be easier or more comfortable for him. ]
[joon wishes that his breath wasn't already so heavy, wishes that his heart wasn't pounding the way that it is. but it is, and he doesn't expect it to get any better, now of all times.
he presses his face against the pillow while he thinks. there's too many options: like this, on his hands and knees, on his back. he knows that junsu would feel amazing in any of them, but none of them feel quite right.
he makes a little sound when he moves again, pushing himself to sit up before turning towards the human. he slides over junsu's lap, knees on either side of his hips, arms draped over his shoulders.
he glances away for a moment, mouth an uncertain line that softens when he looks into junsu's eyes.]
[ by the time joon slides into his lap, junsu's finished getting ready. his arms go around his middle, holding him there, body feeling overheated and warmer still now that joon is so much closer. ]
Okay. [ he breathes, then smiles, eyes crinkling. he leans in to nose at him. ] Hi.
[ the nosing turns into a kiss, deep and slow, exploring joon's mouth as he gets him to lift himself up just enough that he can line up his cock with his entrance, staying still as his hands then go to his hips. he's so full of anticipation he's almost nervous. there's a tremble in his body as his heart races. he smooths over joon's sides, breaks the kiss to mumble against his lips. ]
[it feels a little surreal to be back in someone's arms when joon never imagined that he would be. like this, with nothing between them and sharing a breath. on the verge of sharing more. joon's not nervous, but he is thankful for junsu's every easy smile. every touch that's careful and unhurried.]
Hi.
[hojoon snorts a soft laugh at junsu's greeting, but there's such affection in the sound, his arms tightening around the other's shoulders as they draw closer. yeah, it's perfect like this. joon didn't expect it, but he's so glad it's with junsu.]
Okay. [he murmurs, but then he returns to the kiss for a few more seconds, not done with how sweet the human's mouth tastes to him. but they're both ready, and he knows junsu is waiting, and he took such good care of him-
he sinks down over him slowly, eyes closing, mouth opening against junsu's even though no sound comes out.]
[ junsu, on the other hand, is not very good at keeping quiet. soft noises, almost whimpers, pass his lips as joon sinks down over him. his hands are light at his hips, not gripping, just touching, guiding, a reminder he's there, a reminder to keep steady and easy.
he curses under his breath when joon settles down in his lap, arms circling his middle. one hand moves down to the curve of joon's ass, but he doesn't squeeze or play with it yet, not wanting to jostle him as they both get used to the feeling. it's not been a long time since junsu's done this at all, but it's the first time with joon.
so it's... something. his forehead presses at joon's, then he's pressing kisses at his face, the corner of his lips, his cheek and chin. he leaves him space to breathe, licks at his bottom lip, rubs a hand up and down his spine. ]
[hojoon sighs, lips puckering lightly against junsu's. he hears his voice, rolls his forehead against his, but it takes a few seconds for his body to adjust. and almost as much time for his heart to do the same.]
I'm fine.
[joon opens his eyes, blinking softly at him, almost confused by the question. or maybe he just wants to be. because he becomes aware of more than just the concern in junsu's voice, but also the press of his lips, the gentle glide of his hand, all the little things that show his care. all the reminders of things that he's not going to be able to forget tomorrow, or ever.]
I was just listening to you. [joon lifts up halfway, sheathing him again to coax more of those whimpers from the human's lips. it's...strangely adorable to him, making hojoon smile. he starts up a slow rhythm, curling his fingers against the fine hairs at the base of junsu's neck. the other hand slides down his chest as he starts to rock.] Shit, more than fine, I'm amazing. [he gasps quietly.] You're hotter than foxfire.
[ it makes him do just that, whimpering as joon sinks down on him. this time his hand goes to his hip and does grip a little. he needs to hold on. he feels shaky. hojoon is hot and tight and the slickness is perfect and hojoon keeps looking at him, holding onto him. ]
Ah, Hojoon...
[ he lets him rock over him, lets him set the pace as he presses kisses along joon's jaw, his neck, his shoulder, his cheeks. he covers him in kisses, starting to rock back in time with his movements, to meet him halfway. he doesn't rush or speed things up. keeps an arm around his middle, keeping him close, pulling him in closer as he arches up into him. ]
Joonah. [ he can't stop saying his name, nosing along his jaw and breathing hard, hot against his skin. his fingers dig into his back, shifting to try and get deeper, wanting to make him see sparks. ]
[the way he says his name is like music. joon breathes the words. he never wants junsu thinking anything like that, that he's too loud or too weak or too needy. there's a lot about him that he still has to learn, knowing that it's just as wonderful, but also wondering if he'll even get the chance after tonight.
that thought makes him whimper, timed perfectly when he slides down over junsu's cock, pushing more breath into the sound. joon presses them chest to chest, arms wrapped around him and chin resting on junsu's shoulder as he rides him. it hurts...not what they're doing now, but the thought of what comes next, and hojoon has bite his lip to keep from making any noises that junsu might recognize as distressed.
he starts moving quicker and rougher, and that makes him forget for the moment. it makes him lean back so junsu can see the pleasure play across his face, and the way his breath keeps hitching. he sees sparks and stars, little bits of light that burst and turn into junsu's name on his tongue. joon takes one of the human's hands, pressing a kiss against the back of it before guiding it back to feel how tight he's stretched around him.]
Don't stop...I don't want to, I don't want to let go.
[even if he's getting closer, his fingers curl into junsu's back.]
[ junsu was hoping to hold off long enough for hojoon to come first, but it's not going to happen. when he leans back, junsu can see him. when he starts moving more quickly and roughly. each shift has the air knocked right out of junsu's lungs. he can feel him, when his hand is brought to touch. his fingers brush where hojoon's body is taking him in, the slick slide, the tightness there. he shudders hard, almost tipped over the edge.
instead he grips both of joon's hips, fingers leaving little red marks as he grips and thrusts up, quicker and rougher too, erratic because he's so close and he just wants to hear more of joon's breath, wants to see him fall apart with pleasure etched on his pretty, pretty face. ]
Fuck, Joon — [ he surges forward, guiding joon back so he's on his back, rock into him hard and fast. junsu doesn't last long enough to see joon through this, after that close call. he doesn't stop, doesn't slow down. kisses joon but is too breathless, parted lips panting for air over his mouth. he fucks joon through his own orgasm and chokes on a cry as he buries himself deep and finishes, whimpering hojoon's name. he's out of breath and hardly recovered, having not stopped, but already going back to moving, hand dragging over hojoon's chest to fist his cock and stroke him as he does the best he can before he's too soft.
he's oversensitive, each shift making him whimper in pleasure, his hand tightening around joon and mumbling his name over and over as he noses over his jaw. ]
[joon makes a startled sound when junsu's grip tightens on him, when he lays him back and starts fucking him without letting up. it gets no protest from him, far from it. each thrust starts punching a moan from somewhere deep inside of hojoon.
even when the pleasure is its most intense, joon can't close his eyes, can only stare up at how beautiful junsu is, how much this all is. it's not that he's never known passion, he has, but it wasn't like this. he tries to kiss him but it turns more into the both of them just trying to breathe, sweat stinging his eyes until he does close them. he brings one hand up to junsu's face, the other curling around the back of his neck. he wants to keep him close. not just for tonight.
it's overwhelming, there's nothing in the world that isn't junsu right now. his touch has joon bucking his hips, legs wrapping around junsu's waist until he feels him slide out, until he feels himself go hot and tight before it's over and his release is cooling between them.
hojoon pants to catch his breath, feeling good, better than he has in a long time, and trying to keep anything from intruding on that feeling.]
That was...
[sorry junsu, words are a little hard right now. but look at his face, into his eyes, and you'll understand.]
[ junsu's looking at his face, and into his eyes. and he understands. he's still breathing hard himself, recovering and having had the air punched out of him at the sight of joon like this. he's so pretty and handsome all at once. there's something delicate about him yet completely manly.
he can't help but smile down at him. ]
Yeah. [ he brushes hair that was sticking to joon's forehead away. ] It was.
[ a lot of words could be said, but they don't all work as well as the look in their eyes right now, or the way junsu tugs the comforter over them and snuggles in close, wrapping an arm around joon. ]
You're really... [ he starts, but then gets distracted kissing up hojoon's neck. ]
[no, he's not. that's what joon's thinking. unlike what they made together, he's not whatever wonderful thing junsu is believing him to be right now. if it were true, he could love junsu without holding back. but if it were true, he'd also probably be in someone else's arms right now, never stirred from the home he always knew.
it's warm under the comforter. he thinks it might actually be more junsu than him for a change. and when he kisses along his neck, joon can't stop himself from smiling.]
I should be cleaning you up. I got my...stuff all over you.
["stuff". haneul always tried to get him to use the technical term but joon would rather have died.]
[ junsu laughs, big and bright. he nips at joon's skin, just a bit, playful and amused as he lifts his head. god, he's so cute. he's so delighted. ]
Your... stuff, huh?
[ he wipes a finger where some of the so called stuff is getting sticky. he pops his finger into his mouth, sucking it clean before swiping his tongue over any mess on his hand. he's not enjoyed other people's messes on him before the house, because he used to sleep with people he didn't particularly care about. but he cares about joon, so it doesn't bother him at all. ]
[joon wants to cover his face with his hands, but he doesn't want junsu thinking that he's grossed out. he's not. he likes it more than he should.]
It'll make your mouth all bitter. [he mumbles, trying to play it as if he's not at all bashful. joon leans in to kiss him anyway, starts to pull away and then kisses him again. he blinks slowly at junsu for a moment.] Well I thought it would.
[ he is so bashful, even as he kisses him, and then again. junsu laughs more, having a hard time not squeezing joon, so he kind of does that, his arm tightening around him. ]
God, you're so cute.
[ he didn't think joon would easily get flustered, or be the type to dance around the words of things. he's so charmed right now. he wrinkles his nose. ]
Did you forget where my mouth went earlier? Your... [ meaningful pause ] stuff is nothing.
[why. why did you have to remind him. blushing is not a thing that he does and he's determined that it's not going to start here. so his face just does all sort of scrunchy contortions before he sighs and squeezes the human back.]
Your mouth is too good. [joon's not saying it because he looks down on himself. it's not low self-esteem, it's the highest esteem that he holds for junsu. it makes him flustered when he normally wouldn't be, lets him see a side that's normally unseen.] It blesses everywhere it touches. Even...there.
[ junsu feels like he's melting. he feels so much affection for joon already. those scrunchy little faces, and saying something like that, but while avoiding the actual words... it's so sweet. there's so much to him he hadn't imagined. he's so glad he gets to witness him like this.
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Oh, I'm ready.
[ he presses a kiss to his back, a last one before reaching for a condom and the lube again. ]
How do you want to do this? [ he's leaving that up to hojoon, since it's been a while for him and junsu doesn't want to assume what he'd like best, or what would be easier or more comfortable for him. ]
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he presses his face against the pillow while he thinks. there's too many options: like this, on his hands and knees, on his back. he knows that junsu would feel amazing in any of them, but none of them feel quite right.
he makes a little sound when he moves again, pushing himself to sit up before turning towards the human. he slides over junsu's lap, knees on either side of his hips, arms draped over his shoulders.
he glances away for a moment, mouth an uncertain line that softens when he looks into junsu's eyes.]
Like this.
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Okay. [ he breathes, then smiles, eyes crinkling. he leans in to nose at him. ] Hi.
[ the nosing turns into a kiss, deep and slow, exploring joon's mouth as he gets him to lift himself up just enough that he can line up his cock with his entrance, staying still as his hands then go to his hips. he's so full of anticipation he's almost nervous. there's a tremble in his body as his heart races. he smooths over joon's sides, breaks the kiss to mumble against his lips. ]
Slowly, okay?
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Hi.
[hojoon snorts a soft laugh at junsu's greeting, but there's such affection in the sound, his arms tightening around the other's shoulders as they draw closer. yeah, it's perfect like this. joon didn't expect it, but he's so glad it's with junsu.]
Okay. [he murmurs, but then he returns to the kiss for a few more seconds, not done with how sweet the human's mouth tastes to him. but they're both ready, and he knows junsu is waiting, and he took such good care of him-
he sinks down over him slowly, eyes closing, mouth opening against junsu's even though no sound comes out.]
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he curses under his breath when joon settles down in his lap, arms circling his middle. one hand moves down to the curve of joon's ass, but he doesn't squeeze or play with it yet, not wanting to jostle him as they both get used to the feeling. it's not been a long time since junsu's done this at all, but it's the first time with joon.
so it's... something. his forehead presses at joon's, then he's pressing kisses at his face, the corner of his lips, his cheek and chin. he leaves him space to breathe, licks at his bottom lip, rubs a hand up and down his spine. ]
How are you doing?
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I'm fine.
[joon opens his eyes, blinking softly at him, almost confused by the question. or maybe he just wants to be. because he becomes aware of more than just the concern in junsu's voice, but also the press of his lips, the gentle glide of his hand, all the little things that show his care. all the reminders of things that he's not going to be able to forget tomorrow, or ever.]
I was just listening to you. [joon lifts up halfway, sheathing him again to coax more of those whimpers from the human's lips. it's...strangely adorable to him, making hojoon smile. he starts up a slow rhythm, curling his fingers against the fine hairs at the base of junsu's neck. the other hand slides down his chest as he starts to rock.] Shit, more than fine, I'm amazing. [he gasps quietly.] You're hotter than foxfire.
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[ it makes him do just that, whimpering as joon sinks down on him. this time his hand goes to his hip and does grip a little. he needs to hold on. he feels shaky. hojoon is hot and tight and the slickness is perfect and hojoon keeps looking at him, holding onto him. ]
Ah, Hojoon...
[ he lets him rock over him, lets him set the pace as he presses kisses along joon's jaw, his neck, his shoulder, his cheeks. he covers him in kisses, starting to rock back in time with his movements, to meet him halfway. he doesn't rush or speed things up. keeps an arm around his middle, keeping him close, pulling him in closer as he arches up into him. ]
Joonah. [ he can't stop saying his name, nosing along his jaw and breathing hard, hot against his skin. his fingers dig into his back, shifting to try and get deeper, wanting to make him see sparks. ]
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[the way he says his name is like music. joon breathes the words. he never wants junsu thinking anything like that, that he's too loud or too weak or too needy. there's a lot about him that he still has to learn, knowing that it's just as wonderful, but also wondering if he'll even get the chance after tonight.
that thought makes him whimper, timed perfectly when he slides down over junsu's cock, pushing more breath into the sound. joon presses them chest to chest, arms wrapped around him and chin resting on junsu's shoulder as he rides him. it hurts...not what they're doing now, but the thought of what comes next, and hojoon has bite his lip to keep from making any noises that junsu might recognize as distressed.
he starts moving quicker and rougher, and that makes him forget for the moment. it makes him lean back so junsu can see the pleasure play across his face, and the way his breath keeps hitching. he sees sparks and stars, little bits of light that burst and turn into junsu's name on his tongue. joon takes one of the human's hands, pressing a kiss against the back of it before guiding it back to feel how tight he's stretched around him.]
Don't stop...I don't want to, I don't want to let go.
[even if he's getting closer, his fingers curl into junsu's back.]
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instead he grips both of joon's hips, fingers leaving little red marks as he grips and thrusts up, quicker and rougher too, erratic because he's so close and he just wants to hear more of joon's breath, wants to see him fall apart with pleasure etched on his pretty, pretty face. ]
Fuck, Joon — [ he surges forward, guiding joon back so he's on his back, rock into him hard and fast. junsu doesn't last long enough to see joon through this, after that close call. he doesn't stop, doesn't slow down. kisses joon but is too breathless, parted lips panting for air over his mouth. he fucks joon through his own orgasm and chokes on a cry as he buries himself deep and finishes, whimpering hojoon's name. he's out of breath and hardly recovered, having not stopped, but already going back to moving, hand dragging over hojoon's chest to fist his cock and stroke him as he does the best he can before he's too soft.
he's oversensitive, each shift making him whimper in pleasure, his hand tightening around joon and mumbling his name over and over as he noses over his jaw. ]
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even when the pleasure is its most intense, joon can't close his eyes, can only stare up at how beautiful junsu is, how much this all is. it's not that he's never known passion, he has, but it wasn't like this. he tries to kiss him but it turns more into the both of them just trying to breathe, sweat stinging his eyes until he does close them. he brings one hand up to junsu's face, the other curling around the back of his neck. he wants to keep him close. not just for tonight.
it's overwhelming, there's nothing in the world that isn't junsu right now. his touch has joon bucking his hips, legs wrapping around junsu's waist until he feels him slide out, until he feels himself go hot and tight before it's over and his release is cooling between them.
hojoon pants to catch his breath, feeling good, better than he has in a long time, and trying to keep anything from intruding on that feeling.]
That was...
[sorry junsu, words are a little hard right now. but look at his face, into his eyes, and you'll understand.]
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he can't help but smile down at him. ]
Yeah. [ he brushes hair that was sticking to joon's forehead away. ] It was.
[ a lot of words could be said, but they don't all work as well as the look in their eyes right now, or the way junsu tugs the comforter over them and snuggles in close, wrapping an arm around joon. ]
You're really... [ he starts, but then gets distracted kissing up hojoon's neck. ]
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it's warm under the comforter. he thinks it might actually be more junsu than him for a change. and when he kisses along his neck, joon can't stop himself from smiling.]
I should be cleaning you up. I got my...stuff all over you.
["stuff". haneul always tried to get him to use the technical term but joon would rather have died.]
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Your... stuff, huh?
[ he wipes a finger where some of the so called stuff is getting sticky. he pops his finger into his mouth, sucking it clean before swiping his tongue over any mess on his hand. he's not enjoyed other people's messes on him before the house, because he used to sleep with people he didn't particularly care about. but he cares about joon, so it doesn't bother him at all. ]
I don't mind.
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[joon wants to cover his face with his hands, but he doesn't want junsu thinking that he's grossed out. he's not. he likes it more than he should.]
It'll make your mouth all bitter. [he mumbles, trying to play it as if he's not at all bashful. joon leans in to kiss him anyway, starts to pull away and then kisses him again. he blinks slowly at junsu for a moment.] Well I thought it would.
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God, you're so cute.
[ he didn't think joon would easily get flustered, or be the type to dance around the words of things. he's so charmed right now. he wrinkles his nose. ]
Did you forget where my mouth went earlier? Your... [ meaningful pause ] stuff is nothing.
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Your mouth is too good. [joon's not saying it because he looks down on himself. it's not low self-esteem, it's the highest esteem that he holds for junsu. it makes him flustered when he normally wouldn't be, lets him see a side that's normally unseen.] It blesses everywhere it touches. Even...there.
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and he can't wait to see more. ]
So you're blessed all over, then. Good.
[ he presses a kiss to his shoulder. ]
I'll bless you there again anytime, darling.