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oh, you're right! older men are sexy.
i'll do that!
i'll do that!
[ junsu giggles at that. he can kind of imagine it. even if it's not funny that the guards are that bothered by it. at least it was another reason they left him alone. it seems like the better alternative than having them on you all the time. his face still aches.
he hums, closing his eyes. ]
Okay. [ he's comfortable. he didn't think he'd ever feel comfortable again, but he's comfortable right now, as he drifts off to sleep, resting fully. ]
he hums, closing his eyes. ]
Okay. [ he's comfortable. he didn't think he'd ever feel comfortable again, but he's comfortable right now, as he drifts off to sleep, resting fully. ]
So from what I understand, you offered to spill all my secrets to Dal, and he really wants to ask you about them but also doesn’t really know where to start, because he thinks it’ll be easier if you know how far we’ve gone, but he’s not really good at talking about it.
I don’t know what questions he is but what I can say to make things easier for him is this: he put it in me and it was fucking fantastic
I don’t know what questions he is but what I can say to make things easier for him is this: he put it in me and it was fucking fantastic
are you kidding I’ve been sitting on my hands trying not to text you about it bc I wasn’t sure if he’d be okay with it
But turns out I think he wants to share, too, he’s just not as comfortable with it as I am
Also it’s not gossip!!!! Is it? Who cares about my sex life
But turns out I think he wants to share, too, he’s just not as comfortable with it as I am
Also it’s not gossip!!!! Is it? Who cares about my sex life
but everyone else in the house is so amazing. i just feel plain sometimes. i want to surprise him.
[ Kwang just hums in answer, but he’s grinning, working his mouth over Junsu’s cock to feel it grow harder, not pulling his underwear down just yet, taking his time with it to tease a little, to make the very most of the time they have and of this moment he’s been allowed control. He’s not here to abuse it, he just wants his boyfriend to be a melted puddle of pure pleasure before too long, and that’s what he’s working towards.
And if he can make Junsu beg a little, too, well. That’s a bonus.
His fingers slip further inside Junsu’s boxers, moving up the inside of his thigh, until he’s grazing his balls, and then moving lower still, only just teasing, barely there touches. ]
And if he can make Junsu beg a little, too, well. That’s a bonus.
His fingers slip further inside Junsu’s boxers, moving up the inside of his thigh, until he’s grazing his balls, and then moving lower still, only just teasing, barely there touches. ]
i think everyone's been anxious to know things were going well for you two honestly
you guys are cute. its nice to see
well now that i know he doesnt have to feel so awkward about it right? besides, i was with minsu when we taught him about sex! he doesnt have to get shy with me
you guys are cute. its nice to see
well now that i know he doesnt have to feel so awkward about it right? besides, i was with minsu when we taught him about sex! he doesnt have to get shy with me
[junsu is especially beautiful like this. he practically glows - no, he actually glows. and he wants him. junsu's telling him with his body, with his words, and minsu just wants to sink into him and give him all that he's asking for, with all of himself.
but something has him hesitating. as much as minsu wants him, wants to feel him hot and tight around him and driving him crazy like no one else can. as much as he wants all of that, this is too important to be unclear about.
minsu dips his head down to kiss him, and he knows that's a poor substitute for what they were well on their way to doing. but minsu's heart is still pounding like a drum. junsu understands what he's saying, doesn't he? he feels dizzy with it, elated but also still afraid.]
Will you...can you be just mine? [and he immediately feels selfish for it, a little bit foolish. junsu is beautiful. he could have anyone and everyone in the house. and minsu's been with everyone, there's nothing special about him. but still, he perseveres.] I'll take care of you. I'll give you everything that you need, or want. No one...really, I don't think anyone could love you more than I do!
[he frowns. they're big words and he doesn't to offend any of junsu's other lovers. but minsu knows in his heart that it's true.]
but something has him hesitating. as much as minsu wants him, wants to feel him hot and tight around him and driving him crazy like no one else can. as much as he wants all of that, this is too important to be unclear about.
minsu dips his head down to kiss him, and he knows that's a poor substitute for what they were well on their way to doing. but minsu's heart is still pounding like a drum. junsu understands what he's saying, doesn't he? he feels dizzy with it, elated but also still afraid.]
Will you...can you be just mine? [and he immediately feels selfish for it, a little bit foolish. junsu is beautiful. he could have anyone and everyone in the house. and minsu's been with everyone, there's nothing special about him. but still, he perseveres.] I'll take care of you. I'll give you everything that you need, or want. No one...really, I don't think anyone could love you more than I do!
[he frowns. they're big words and he doesn't to offend any of junsu's other lovers. but minsu knows in his heart that it's true.]
really? i didn't realize everyone was so invested, honestly
but i guess i'm glad, it's - yeah. i'm happy. are you? you're doing well? did you have a good christmas? did you like your present?
the thing is, he knows he doesn't have to get shy, but he still does, because he gets flustered easily and you guys don't. you're all confident when it comes to sex and he isn't. but i'll tell him i told you, and maybe he'll dare asking you his questions
and not that i'd want to influence what you tell him and all, but idk if talking to him about the lingerie thing isn't a bit premature
but i guess i'm glad, it's - yeah. i'm happy. are you? you're doing well? did you have a good christmas? did you like your present?
the thing is, he knows he doesn't have to get shy, but he still does, because he gets flustered easily and you guys don't. you're all confident when it comes to sex and he isn't. but i'll tell him i told you, and maybe he'll dare asking you his questions
and not that i'd want to influence what you tell him and all, but idk if talking to him about the lingerie thing isn't a bit premature
i had a great christmas. thank you for being part of it and your cute bffs 5 ever present. have i ever told you that youre a dork. youre a dork
myung please! you have so little faith in me. i dont want to scar him, i just want to give him pointers if he needs them, and maybe asking someone else is easier, and maybe he's just going to ask me if you fart in your sleep anyway
myung please! you have so little faith in me. i dont want to scar him, i just want to give him pointers if he needs them, and maybe asking someone else is easier, and maybe he's just going to ask me if you fart in your sleep anyway
wow, rude! Like you’ve had any better presents than that ring!!!
I do have faith in you! But I know he’s curious about what I potentially have not told him yet so
And tbf he’s slept with me - and by that I mean proper sleep - more than you have, so he knows if I do already. Did I tell you he’s moved in the piano room with me? Like. When it’s him, it’s his room, now. Bam still has the other room. It just... felt right
I do have faith in you! But I know he’s curious about what I potentially have not told him yet so
And tbf he’s slept with me - and by that I mean proper sleep - more than you have, so he knows if I do already. Did I tell you he’s moved in the piano room with me? Like. When it’s him, it’s his room, now. Bam still has the other room. It just... felt right
Good
I don’t think you’d mess anything up, jun. If someone’s going to fuck it up, it’ll be me
It just made sense, whenever he’s here, he spends most of his time in that room. It felt easy to offer. How are things with your men?
I don’t think you’d mess anything up, jun. If someone’s going to fuck it up, it’ll be me
It just made sense, whenever he’s here, he spends most of his time in that room. It felt easy to offer. How are things with your men?
You say that, but I’m kinda used to fucking things up. I keep on thinking at some point I’m just going to ruin it. I’m trying not to think like that though...
You love them the same though, right?
You love them the same though, right?
I really don’t get why you all have such faith in me, but you know. Thanks.
No, I don’t think you are. It seems to me like you’re doing just fine. You love them both, and that’s it. Maybe it’s just because he doesn’t know how this kind of relationship works? If he thinks there are differences between the ways you love them, or at least the strength of your feelings.
Do you think it’s be better if you were just with him?
No, I don’t think you are. It seems to me like you’re doing just fine. You love them both, and that’s it. Maybe it’s just because he doesn’t know how this kind of relationship works? If he thinks there are differences between the ways you love them, or at least the strength of your feelings.
Do you think it’s be better if you were just with him?
kwang felt it too. he says it wasnt really my fault but i mustve done something. and joon all this time just. thought i loved him less.
i dont think thats a fair question. its not about that to me anyway. its not a solution because it would mean hurting myself and kwang and hojoon wouldnt want that either
i dont think thats a fair question. its not about that to me anyway. its not a solution because it would mean hurting myself and kwang and hojoon wouldnt want that either
Kwang did? Huh. No, Junsu, don’t blame yourself. Just - keep on loving them, you know? At the end of the day, that’s all that you can do. They can’t have an issue if you love them both with all your heart, right?
Sorry, you’re right. You shouldn’t have to choose between them. They’re both okay with the way your relationship works, right? It’s not like you’ve ever pretended it was anything else.
Shit, do you want to talk in person? D’you need a hug?
Sorry, you’re right. You shouldn’t have to choose between them. They’re both okay with the way your relationship works, right? It’s not like you’ve ever pretended it was anything else.
Shit, do you want to talk in person? D’you need a hug?
yeah thats
thats what i thought is the only thing i can really do. i love them and i can keep showing them and i guess if it doesnt feel right for them... we'll talk and try and figure it out. its just scary. and kind of hurts to think you love someone so much but they dont feel it the way you thought they would i guess
im okay. thanks
thats what i thought is the only thing i can really do. i love them and i can keep showing them and i guess if it doesnt feel right for them... we'll talk and try and figure it out. its just scary. and kind of hurts to think you love someone so much but they dont feel it the way you thought they would i guess
im okay. thanks
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