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junsu ([personal profile] braced) wrote2018-08-15 06:59 pm
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[personal profile] cordiformed 2018-12-19 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
oh, you're right! older men are sexy.

i'll do that!
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[personal profile] gunflowers 2018-12-21 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
So from what I understand, you offered to spill all my secrets to Dal, and he really wants to ask you about them but also doesn’t really know where to start, because he thinks it’ll be easier if you know how far we’ve gone, but he’s not really good at talking about it.

I don’t know what questions he is but what I can say to make things easier for him is this: he put it in me and it was fucking fantastic
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[personal profile] gunflowers 2018-12-22 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
are you kidding I’ve been sitting on my hands trying not to text you about it bc I wasn’t sure if he’d be okay with it

But turns out I think he wants to share, too, he’s just not as comfortable with it as I am

Also it’s not gossip!!!! Is it? Who cares about my sex life
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[personal profile] cordiformed 2018-12-22 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
but everyone else in the house is so amazing. i just feel plain sometimes. i want to surprise him.
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[personal profile] incendiaring 2018-12-23 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Kwang just hums in answer, but he’s grinning, working his mouth over Junsu’s cock to feel it grow harder, not pulling his underwear down just yet, taking his time with it to tease a little, to make the very most of the time they have and of this moment he’s been allowed control. He’s not here to abuse it, he just wants his boyfriend to be a melted puddle of pure pleasure before too long, and that’s what he’s working towards.

And if he can make Junsu beg a little, too, well. That’s a bonus.

His fingers slip further inside Junsu’s boxers, moving up the inside of his thigh, until he’s grazing his balls, and then moving lower still, only just teasing, barely there touches. ]
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[personal profile] minsu 2018-12-24 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
[junsu is especially beautiful like this. he practically glows - no, he actually glows. and he wants him. junsu's telling him with his body, with his words, and minsu just wants to sink into him and give him all that he's asking for, with all of himself.

but something has him hesitating. as much as minsu wants him, wants to feel him hot and tight around him and driving him crazy like no one else can. as much as he wants all of that, this is too important to be unclear about.

minsu dips his head down to kiss him, and he knows that's a poor substitute for what they were well on their way to doing. but minsu's heart is still pounding like a drum. junsu understands what he's saying, doesn't he? he feels dizzy with it, elated but also still afraid.]


Will you...can you be just mine? [and he immediately feels selfish for it, a little bit foolish. junsu is beautiful. he could have anyone and everyone in the house. and minsu's been with everyone, there's nothing special about him. but still, he perseveres.] I'll take care of you. I'll give you everything that you need, or want. No one...really, I don't think anyone could love you more than I do!

[he frowns. they're big words and he doesn't to offend any of junsu's other lovers. but minsu knows in his heart that it's true.]
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[personal profile] foxtrots 2018-12-25 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ah- that's a nice sound. minsu's never been the reason that someone laughed before. he's never been the reason for the least little bit of anyone's happiness.

minsu thinks about it, how it makes him feel, the whole time that junsu's asleep.]
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[personal profile] gunflowers 2018-12-25 09:18 am (UTC)(link)
really? i didn't realize everyone was so invested, honestly

but i guess i'm glad, it's - yeah. i'm happy. are you? you're doing well? did you have a good christmas? did you like your present?

the thing is, he knows he doesn't have to get shy, but he still does, because he gets flustered easily and you guys don't. you're all confident when it comes to sex and he isn't. but i'll tell him i told you, and maybe he'll dare asking you his questions

and not that i'd want to influence what you tell him and all, but idk if talking to him about the lingerie thing isn't a bit premature
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[personal profile] gunflowers 2018-12-27 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
wow, rude! Like you’ve had any better presents than that ring!!!

I do have faith in you! But I know he’s curious about what I potentially have not told him yet so

And tbf he’s slept with me - and by that I mean proper sleep - more than you have, so he knows if I do already. Did I tell you he’s moved in the piano room with me? Like. When it’s him, it’s his room, now. Bam still has the other room. It just... felt right
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[personal profile] gunflowers 2018-12-27 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Good

I don’t think you’d mess anything up, jun. If someone’s going to fuck it up, it’ll be me

It just made sense, whenever he’s here, he spends most of his time in that room. It felt easy to offer. How are things with your men?
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[personal profile] gunflowers 2018-12-27 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
You say that, but I’m kinda used to fucking things up. I keep on thinking at some point I’m just going to ruin it. I’m trying not to think like that though...

You love them the same though, right?
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[personal profile] gunflowers 2018-12-27 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I really don’t get why you all have such faith in me, but you know. Thanks.

No, I don’t think you are. It seems to me like you’re doing just fine. You love them both, and that’s it. Maybe it’s just because he doesn’t know how this kind of relationship works? If he thinks there are differences between the ways you love them, or at least the strength of your feelings.

Do you think it’s be better if you were just with him?
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[personal profile] gunflowers 2018-12-27 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Kwang did? Huh. No, Junsu, don’t blame yourself. Just - keep on loving them, you know? At the end of the day, that’s all that you can do. They can’t have an issue if you love them both with all your heart, right?

Sorry, you’re right. You shouldn’t have to choose between them. They’re both okay with the way your relationship works, right? It’s not like you’ve ever pretended it was anything else.

Shit, do you want to talk in person? D’you need a hug?