thats what i thought is the only thing i can really do. i love them and i can keep showing them and i guess if it doesnt feel right for them... we'll talk and try and figure it out. its just scary. and kind of hurts to think you love someone so much but they dont feel it the way you thought they would i guess
I don’t think you should put that on yourself. I’m sure they feel the way you love them very intently. You’re so kind and generous, Junsu, and they must know that - it must be why they love you back. And if you’re worried, or hurt, maybe you should say that to them? You shouldn’t be the only one to make an effort.
i want them to feel it. i feel like im failing if they dont. but its not like i can do more? i dont know. i mean i could do more for them specifically but since i love them so much already in my head i dont know how else i could show them that, so. its scary, i guess.
fuck, jun, i've never been this happy. i'm... i feel free. safe. for the first time. Dal is so good to me, i never thought i'd ever get someone like him in my life.
and jesus, for barely-not-a-virgin anymore he's good in bed.
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thats what i thought is the only thing i can really do. i love them and i can keep showing them and i guess if it doesnt feel right for them... we'll talk and try and figure it out. its just scary. and kind of hurts to think you love someone so much but they dont feel it the way you thought they would i guess
im okay. thanks
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Okay. Well it’s here if you want it.
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thank you
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I was a little jealous, for a while. They’ve got it so good, having you.
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Which is okay, I’m not bitter about it. But I was a little jealous.
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but seriously, if they hurt you, they're the biggest idiots i've ever seen. surely they're not that dumb to not realize how amazing you are.
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they wouldnt. they care about me as much as i care about them! im just sensitive
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and jesus, for barely-not-a-virgin anymore he's good in bed.
they love you, and we all love you. so much
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thanks for listening to me
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Always. Bffs 5ever, right?
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bffs 5ever!
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I’m glad we both get to be happy.
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