[junsu is especially beautiful like this. he practically glows - no, he actually glows. and he wants him. junsu's telling him with his body, with his words, and minsu just wants to sink into him and give him all that he's asking for, with all of himself.
but something has him hesitating. as much as minsu wants him, wants to feel him hot and tight around him and driving him crazy like no one else can. as much as he wants all of that, this is too important to be unclear about.
minsu dips his head down to kiss him, and he knows that's a poor substitute for what they were well on their way to doing. but minsu's heart is still pounding like a drum. junsu understands what he's saying, doesn't he? he feels dizzy with it, elated but also still afraid.]
Will you...can you be just mine? [and he immediately feels selfish for it, a little bit foolish. junsu is beautiful. he could have anyone and everyone in the house. and minsu's been with everyone, there's nothing special about him. but still, he perseveres.] I'll take care of you. I'll give you everything that you need, or want. No one...really, I don't think anyone could love you more than I do!
[he frowns. they're big words and he doesn't to offend any of junsu's other lovers. but minsu knows in his heart that it's true.]
[ junsu blinks. and then blinks again. and then his eyes are shining with tears. ]
You — You want that? You want me to be yours like that? [ his voice his thick with tears, but happy ones. he didn't think — he never thought he could hold such a special place in someone's heart, never thought in a place like the house that someone might want him for themselves.
least of all minsu. minsu, who understands and knows him better than anyone. minsu, who's the safest person he knows. minsu, who's very presence and existence makes years of junsu's life feel worth it.
he holds onto minsu more tightly, pulling him down against him to hug him. ]
Yes. Yes, I'll yours and yours alone, Minsu. [ he starts pressing sloppy kisses all over his face, sniffling as he does, laughing wetly too. ] I already am, in my heart.
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but something has him hesitating. as much as minsu wants him, wants to feel him hot and tight around him and driving him crazy like no one else can. as much as he wants all of that, this is too important to be unclear about.
minsu dips his head down to kiss him, and he knows that's a poor substitute for what they were well on their way to doing. but minsu's heart is still pounding like a drum. junsu understands what he's saying, doesn't he? he feels dizzy with it, elated but also still afraid.]
Will you...can you be just mine? [and he immediately feels selfish for it, a little bit foolish. junsu is beautiful. he could have anyone and everyone in the house. and minsu's been with everyone, there's nothing special about him. but still, he perseveres.] I'll take care of you. I'll give you everything that you need, or want. No one...really, I don't think anyone could love you more than I do!
[he frowns. they're big words and he doesn't to offend any of junsu's other lovers. but minsu knows in his heart that it's true.]
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You — You want that? You want me to be yours like that? [ his voice his thick with tears, but happy ones. he didn't think — he never thought he could hold such a special place in someone's heart, never thought in a place like the house that someone might want him for themselves.
least of all minsu. minsu, who understands and knows him better than anyone. minsu, who's the safest person he knows. minsu, who's very presence and existence makes years of junsu's life feel worth it.
he holds onto minsu more tightly, pulling him down against him to hug him. ]
Yes. Yes, I'll yours and yours alone, Minsu. [ he starts pressing sloppy kisses all over his face, sniffling as he does, laughing wetly too. ] I already am, in my heart.