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hm, sometimes i am! we've made time for that. talked about it and everything. so we set some time aside for each other, but that means there's other times when we can do other things! spend time with other people! you know?

i think he likes spending time with you.

[braced]

really?

[squelch]

really, really! and me too, i like spending time with you too!

you're lovely.

[braced]

youre nice, saying that to me

[squelch]

just being honest. i really like you. and you like someone i know is really, really special, so i know you're really, really smart. plus! plus, you're extremely cute.

[braced]

this isn't what i ever thought you could hear from the boyfriend of the guy youre seeing

[squelch]

what? the part about being extremely cute? if someone doesn't see that, i think they're probably blind.

seriously, it's really, really all right. i love him, but i wouldn't want to hog that to myself. i want him to have as much love as possible. and you too. i think you also deserve a lot of good things.

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something tells me you want that for most people.

hes lucky to have you.

[squelch]

not everyone. but a lot of people. and not all of them as much as i want it for you.

thanks, junsu. that's a nice thing to hear. he's lucky to have you, too.

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why me then? because of kwang?

[squelch]

mm-mm. i mean, that's a part of it, because i care a lot about his happiness as well.

but it's because i like you.

[braced]

you like me, huh?

[squelch]

i do! i like you a lot! you're cute and sweet and handsome and smart.

[braced]

youre all those things too sweetheart

[squelch]

you think so? that's so nice! that makes me really, really happy. i could kiss you! well, you know. not without your permission, obviously.

[braced]

maybe one day

[squelch]

can i send you a kiss by air sometime? it's just some warm feelings i have.

[braced]

sure

you have a lot of those

[squelch]

i do! i guess i'm lucky that way. i love people a lot.

[braced]

doesnt it get tiring sometimes?

[squelch]

tiring? no, i don't think so. i think it gives me more energy, if anything.

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what about times when it isnt going well?

[squelch]

i guess i try to store up happy thoughts for the times when that happens.

[braced]

that sounds easier said than done

[squelch]

it's not that hard! not really. at least for me. i started doing it awhile ago, i guess. i was really sad for awhile and i guess i just felt like i'd rather hang onto the happy things. the sad thing got too heavy to carry.