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really, really! and me too, i like spending time with you too!

you're lovely.

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youre nice, saying that to me

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just being honest. i really like you. and you like someone i know is really, really special, so i know you're really, really smart. plus! plus, you're extremely cute.

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this isn't what i ever thought you could hear from the boyfriend of the guy youre seeing

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what? the part about being extremely cute? if someone doesn't see that, i think they're probably blind.

seriously, it's really, really all right. i love him, but i wouldn't want to hog that to myself. i want him to have as much love as possible. and you too. i think you also deserve a lot of good things.

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something tells me you want that for most people.

hes lucky to have you.

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not everyone. but a lot of people. and not all of them as much as i want it for you.

thanks, junsu. that's a nice thing to hear. he's lucky to have you, too.

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why me then? because of kwang?

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mm-mm. i mean, that's a part of it, because i care a lot about his happiness as well.

but it's because i like you.

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you like me, huh?

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i do! i like you a lot! you're cute and sweet and handsome and smart.

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youre all those things too sweetheart

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you think so? that's so nice! that makes me really, really happy. i could kiss you! well, you know. not without your permission, obviously.

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maybe one day

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can i send you a kiss by air sometime? it's just some warm feelings i have.

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sure

you have a lot of those

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i do! i guess i'm lucky that way. i love people a lot.

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doesnt it get tiring sometimes?

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tiring? no, i don't think so. i think it gives me more energy, if anything.

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what about times when it isnt going well?

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i guess i try to store up happy thoughts for the times when that happens.

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that sounds easier said than done

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it's not that hard! not really. at least for me. i started doing it awhile ago, i guess. i was really sad for awhile and i guess i just felt like i'd rather hang onto the happy things. the sad thing got too heavy to carry.

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i think youre... really lucky. if you can do it like that

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i am. i'm really lucky. i know it could've buried me. i think it got really close, but like you said...

i'm lucky. and i'm not so sad anymore. sometimes, because i think that's just how it works. it never goes away entirely. but not often. there's people who help me a lot, too.