[ Kwang doesn't feel like he's always been good to Junsu. He's let negative emotions take the better of him, and it hadn't been fair. He'd left him to worry and think the worst, for days.
Sure, Kwang needed some time for himself, then. But it doesn't make him feel like he's been his best self, and he'll make up for it, one way or another. Starting here, now, by kissing Junsu back, a soft sigh of contentment leaving his lips as he does, fingers brushing through Junsu's hair.
Saying he's missed this doesn't even start to encompass it all, and he smiles helplessly, moving up a little so that they're chest to chest. ]
[ junsu smiles into the kiss too, even as his eyes burn with tears again. he'd missed him. he'd thought... he'd really thought kwang would never want him again. that maybe they could end up being friends but that he would never want to touch or kiss him.
but he's kissing him. and they're boyfriends. and junsu had missed him and basically started mourning what they'd had.
he pulls back for a second before kissing him again, arms going around his neck and the press of his lips more insistent now, deepening the kiss a little desperately. ]
[ Kwang thought maybe he was being greedy, in some ways. Wanting so much out of Junsu, out of Ten, out of everyone. Wanting them to help him heal when he couldn't do it by himself.
But they'd both made it clear, that this is what they want. They both want him, and, oh, what a heady thought. He slides his hands around Junsu's waist, holding him tighter, opening his eyes for a split second when Junsu pulls back, only to come right back, deeper still, more intent.
Kwang opens himself to Junsu, mouth, head, heart. He's willing to give him all, under these circumstances. He wants to, and his hands slide under Junsu's shirt, not hesitating anymore. ]
[ junsu gasps when kwang touches him under his shirt, barely easing back from the kiss to mumble against his lips. one of his hands is rubbing circles at the base of his nape, the other in his hair, curled lightly there. ]
I missed you.
[ he doesn't want kwang to feel any guilt for their brief separation. it really was brief. but it feels important to say. he missed him. he was so sad without him, lost. things are so good right now. ]
[ Kwang makes a little noise, eyes staying closed as he nods, because he's missed Junsu too, even though it was just a few days. Just like last time, when Junsu put some distance between them, Kwang felt it then, felt it very strongly. It had taken no time at all for Junsu to carve himself a place in Kwang's heart, and every time they didn't see each other for a day, he felt it keenly. ]
I love you.
[ He grins, leaning up for another kiss, his hand moving up Junsu's back. ]
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Sure, Kwang needed some time for himself, then. But it doesn't make him feel like he's been his best self, and he'll make up for it, one way or another. Starting here, now, by kissing Junsu back, a soft sigh of contentment leaving his lips as he does, fingers brushing through Junsu's hair.
Saying he's missed this doesn't even start to encompass it all, and he smiles helplessly, moving up a little so that they're chest to chest. ]
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but he's kissing him. and they're boyfriends. and junsu had missed him and basically started mourning what they'd had.
he pulls back for a second before kissing him again, arms going around his neck and the press of his lips more insistent now, deepening the kiss a little desperately. ]
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But they'd both made it clear, that this is what they want. They both want him, and, oh, what a heady thought. He slides his hands around Junsu's waist, holding him tighter, opening his eyes for a split second when Junsu pulls back, only to come right back, deeper still, more intent.
Kwang opens himself to Junsu, mouth, head, heart. He's willing to give him all, under these circumstances. He wants to, and his hands slide under Junsu's shirt, not hesitating anymore. ]
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I missed you.
[ he doesn't want kwang to feel any guilt for their brief separation. it really was brief. but it feels important to say. he missed him. he was so sad without him, lost. things are so good right now. ]
I love you.
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I love you.
[ He grins, leaning up for another kiss, his hand moving up Junsu's back. ]