[ big enough he's stopped looking for other people to sleep with, big enough he's itching to go talk to his boyfriends about their promises of a forever future together. maybe it's just jealousy, that myung is getting there before him. but it doesn't make it less true that he made those promises without any fear or reservations. he wants that with them.
he's a bit scared, too, but he talked to hojoon and things should be getting better. ]
It's nice, isn't it? Even if it's not always easy.
[ With a smile, Myung runs a hand through his disheveled hair, the other on his stomach as he lies next to Junsu, completely comfortable, happy. Right. ]
It's very nice. It feels a little surreal, honestly. Not that long ago I thought I'd never get married, and now I'm proposing. I've proposed.
[ Actually, that makes him think - he turns to look at the side of Junsu's face. ]
What about you? You're thinking of getting it married? Would you do it with both of them at the same time?
I don't know. I guess if they wanted that, I would, but... [ when he thinks about it, he's never considered doing it with both of them at the same time. not for any wrong reasons, not because he's concerned that joon and kwang would cause problems. ]
It's so different, you know? What I have with each of them. I'd want to celebrate it differently. Not... more one than the other, just different.
[ he hopes that makes sense. he hopes that's not a bad, selfish thing to want. ]
And I don't know if we'll be at the same place at the same time, you know? Maybe we'll want to get married later, maybe Joon will want to wait, or Kwang...
[ he shrugs, because those are possibilities, and not upsetting ones. ]
But if they want it at the same time, if that works for them, I'd be happy with that too.
Makes sense to me, that you'd want to celebrate it differently.
[ After all, Hojoon and Kwang are very, very different people. It's not surprising that they'd want different things, even if they love the same person. ]
[ junsu runs his hand through his hair, bitting his lip. he'd never given it this much thought before, and he feels a bit... well, since it's such a new thought... ]
I mean, I want to be with them for the rest of my life, so. That's what it is, isn't it? Promising that?
You can promise that without getting married, though. But yeah, that's - that's what I want to do. And I also want it to be like. For him to know that whatever happens, wherever we go, whatever we end up doing, I'll be with him. That I'm not leaving him, ever again. That even if I go anywhere, I'll be coming back.
[ It's just as much this kind of promise than it is promising to love and cherish him forever. ]
I want to give him all the things he's never had. A real life.
[ He looks at Junsu again, smiling. ]
But hey, you'd get to have two weddings, that's pretty neat.
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[ big enough he's stopped looking for other people to sleep with, big enough he's itching to go talk to his boyfriends about their promises of a forever future together. maybe it's just jealousy, that myung is getting there before him. but it doesn't make it less true that he made those promises without any fear or reservations. he wants that with them.
he's a bit scared, too, but he talked to hojoon and things should be getting better. ]
It's nice, isn't it? Even if it's not always easy.
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It's very nice. It feels a little surreal, honestly. Not that long ago I thought I'd never get married, and now I'm proposing. I've proposed.
[ Actually, that makes him think - he turns to look at the side of Junsu's face. ]
What about you? You're thinking of getting it married? Would you do it with both of them at the same time?
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It's so different, you know? What I have with each of them. I'd want to celebrate it differently. Not... more one than the other, just different.
[ he hopes that makes sense. he hopes that's not a bad, selfish thing to want. ]
And I don't know if we'll be at the same place at the same time, you know? Maybe we'll want to get married later, maybe Joon will want to wait, or Kwang...
[ he shrugs, because those are possibilities, and not upsetting ones. ]
But if they want it at the same time, if that works for them, I'd be happy with that too.
idk why there was a stray 'it' in my previous tag
[ After all, Hojoon and Kwang are very, very different people. It's not surprising that they'd want different things, even if they love the same person. ]
But you want to? Get married?
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[ junsu runs his hand through his hair, bitting his lip. he'd never given it this much thought before, and he feels a bit... well, since it's such a new thought... ]
I mean, I want to be with them for the rest of my life, so. That's what it is, isn't it? Promising that?
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[ It's just as much this kind of promise than it is promising to love and cherish him forever. ]
I want to give him all the things he's never had. A real life.
[ He looks at Junsu again, smiling. ]
But hey, you'd get to have two weddings, that's pretty neat.