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i need your help, and

1) you can't tell joonie about it

2) it's embarrassing and you can't laugh at me

my lips are sealed and i promise i wont laugh!

what would you do if you wanted to do something both romantic and very explicitly saying 'i totally want to have sex with you'? like. flower petals on the bed and barry white in the background? is that too cliche???

well, that might be cliche but it is kind of romantic

do you want to like. court this person or just give them the idea immediately the second they walk into the room

'this person'

we don't have to pretend we don't both know who i'm talking about

i think i want him to know right away. i think that's how he'd prefer it, we're pretty honest and blunt with each other. should i be naked or something?

i could set up an illusion, but i don't know what's more romantic?

hey if it helps you be less embarrassed... i was going to pretend i didnt know!

hmm. naked would work. i dont know, when i think of something sexy that would immediately make me think "oh, its happening" i think of a lot of low light, and either candles or string lights, and it's kind of warm, and there's pillows. and a stock of useful things in plain sight

but different people find different things hot.

so no need for illusions? i was thinking maybe i'd put up the tokyo night sky

but okay, candles and pillows and lube

i think hed like that a lot. you could make it like a nice room with that up on the ceiling, the actual sky? i think that would be pretty magical

yeah, okay, that sounds nice. the tokyo night sky is very different from here so he'd probably recognize it

say i'm not naked, what should i wear?

something lose, like a shirt that's open to show some of your chest and kind of slides off your shoulder

and tight pants

i have leather pants

don't tell joon that either i only ever worn them when going clubbing

yeah, thatll look good

i wont, dont worry. this is between you and me!

thanks

i'm nervous, junsu.

whatre you nervous about?

sex. with him. he's never had it. i know i'm sort of an educator, but not about that

ah, right

i think you should tell him that. even if it might seem unsexy. but you can talk about it and make sure youre both comfortable then

tell him im nervous, but i still want to do it? because i do, i just. want to do it right

yeah. tell him youre nervous because you want to do this right and want this to be good for him

he might be nervous too, and it might help to know youre on the same page? you can take it at your pace from there