[it is the biggest part of what's bothering him. whether it's in thirty days or three months or a year, it's starting to look like what joon was hoping would happen could happen. jin might fall in love with sungki. they might have sex. and then sungki might want to go back to tokyo, and he knows his brother craves excitement, and there's a lot more of it to be found there than in the swamp.]
I know we're always going to have a connection. But I haven't seen him in a couple of days, and he probably didn't see me for a couple before that, and it's feeling more and more like.... [he trails off, smiling sadly.] We're having our own lives.
[another thing that hojoon wanted. it's just bittersweet now that it's here. his hand covers junsu's.]
Thank you for being a part of my family. I don't know what I'd do without you, I really don't.
[ that makes junsu so happy. he's thought of as family. they're only boyfriends, but family feels so right, too. they live in the same home, after all, and see each other all the time.
he turns his hand to grip hojoon's. ]
I love you. I'm here for you.
[ he's glad if he can help, but he thinks this might be something that weighs on both the brothers for a while. it's scary. it's new. it means changing how they've lived their whole lives. ]
It's okay to worry about it and get sad about it, I think. But I'm here if you need to vent about it, okay, baby?
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I know we're always going to have a connection. But I haven't seen him in a couple of days, and he probably didn't see me for a couple before that, and it's feeling more and more like.... [he trails off, smiling sadly.] We're having our own lives.
[another thing that hojoon wanted. it's just bittersweet now that it's here. his hand covers junsu's.]
Thank you for being a part of my family. I don't know what I'd do without you, I really don't.
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he turns his hand to grip hojoon's. ]
I love you. I'm here for you.
[ he's glad if he can help, but he thinks this might be something that weighs on both the brothers for a while. it's scary. it's new. it means changing how they've lived their whole lives. ]
It's okay to worry about it and get sad about it, I think. But I'm here if you need to vent about it, okay, baby?