you can't really just let go. i mean, you can. you're supposed to! but it's more....purposeful too. sage had me start reading about tantric stuff, about being aware of your breathing and fully in the moment.
i'm not sure it really can be...at least not completely. maybe that's what sage was always worried about.
and you'll always be able to understand me, we're like peas in a pod.
i know i could ask some of the others but. i don't know, i just feel weird about it. and you've read so many books, you probably know as much as anyone anyway!
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magic isn't what i imagined. i mean, the sex magic part was great! but since then things have been a little weird.
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can i make it less weird somehow? im sorry. its probably just an adaptation period, baby
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just talking to you makes it less weird! it's another one of those times when you're the only one who'd understand.
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if theres ever anything i can do... im here for you. i hope ill be someone who can keep understanding. i dont really know much about controlling magic
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i'm not sure it really can be...at least not completely. maybe that's what sage was always worried about.
and you'll always be able to understand me, we're like peas in a pod.
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but it'll keep you safe, right? if it keeps you safe, then it's the best thing that could happen.
we are. youre right!
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maybe you could help me.
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in whatever you think i might be able to help, honey, i want to help
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i know i could ask some of the others but. i don't know, i just feel weird about it. and you've read so many books, you probably know as much as anyone anyway!
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okay. im here. you can show me sometime, and we'll go from there?