[ and this is why they need to talk wow. Sage pulls his gaze from his tea to look at Junsu so that he can see how much he means what he is saying.]
For making you think that you didn't have a permanent spot here. For making you think that you being accepted here was somehow conditional on you being something else.
[ he never wants anyone to feel that way, ever.]
I know that you haven't told many people that you're human but, I will personally hex anyone that is a dick about it okay? I know we aren't really close but-- well Minsu loves you so that means you have to be a great person. [ a small laugh. ] And I'm also sorry if I made you think that I don't like you. I just-- I'm not the best with people in general.
this is so far from what he expected. he wants to cry. sage feels bad for... doing nothing wrong, essentially, because he never did anything that made junsu believe he would do this. he just feared it would, because he's always been afraid, and when good things come his way it's his nature to think of all the ways it'll be taken from him. ]
Sage... It wasn't all you, you know. [ he wants to be clear about that. ] I just get... paranoid, and afraid. I have more experience with magical people thinking humans are nothing to them than caring about them.
[ so it's easy to assume that's what everyone will think. he's heard it, even, from some of them here directly.
sage is showing how kind and good he is. it's amazing, because it makes junsu feel a little relieved. but it also makes him feel guiltier. ]
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For making you think that you didn't have a permanent spot here. For making you think that you being accepted here was somehow conditional on you being something else.
[ he never wants anyone to feel that way, ever.]
I know that you haven't told many people that you're human but, I will personally hex anyone that is a dick about it okay? I know we aren't really close but-- well Minsu loves you so that means you have to be a great person. [ a small laugh. ] And I'm also sorry if I made you think that I don't like you. I just-- I'm not the best with people in general.
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this is so far from what he expected. he wants to cry. sage feels bad for... doing nothing wrong, essentially, because he never did anything that made junsu believe he would do this. he just feared it would, because he's always been afraid, and when good things come his way it's his nature to think of all the ways it'll be taken from him. ]
Sage... It wasn't all you, you know. [ he wants to be clear about that. ] I just get... paranoid, and afraid. I have more experience with magical people thinking humans are nothing to them than caring about them.
[ so it's easy to assume that's what everyone will think. he's heard it, even, from some of them here directly.
sage is showing how kind and good he is. it's amazing, because it makes junsu feel a little relieved. but it also makes him feel guiltier. ]