trying being the operative word. it's okay, junsu. you don't have to coddle me. i get that i fucked up. if i can make it up to you, i will. otherwise, i'll let my brother take care of you. he seems to be doing it better than i can.
[ He's not precious to you like he is to Hojin, Junsu. There are different kinds of love, but the one between the twins is something else.
He doesn't say that, though. It's not very fair, only because Junsu doesn't hurt when Joon hurts. ]
i just want you to know. don't turn your back on him if he pushes you away. if you really like him, then. don't give up on him. he's very good at being self-sacrificial.
[ Jin's divulging things that Joon would kill him for divulging. But Joon's happiness matters more than his pride. ]
[ what he gets is that joon is pushing him away. what he gets is that junsu should be self sacrificial in joon's stead, then, and let him do that and stick with him even if it hurts. even if he's frustrated and kind of angry.
if you really like him, jin says. junsu has enough of really liking people and being self sacrificial and hurting so they don't have to. ]
[ he wants to ask him what he's supposed to do. if he's supposed to just let joon hurt him. but he'll deal with that with hojoon, he'll talk to him himself. it's not fair to put that on hojin. ]
[ That's when he knows that he fucked up. Again. His heart and his stomach twist, painfully, as he looks at the message. Sure, he's used to kids, but he's also far from being an idiot.
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[ He's not precious to you like he is to Hojin, Junsu. There are different kinds of love, but the one between the twins is something else.
He doesn't say that, though. It's not very fair, only because Junsu doesn't hurt when Joon hurts. ]
i just want you to know. don't turn your back on him if he pushes you away. if you really like him, then. don't give up on him. he's very good at being self-sacrificial.
[ Jin's divulging things that Joon would kill him for divulging. But Joon's happiness matters more than his pride. ]
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okay. i get it
[ what he gets is that joon is pushing him away. what he gets is that junsu should be self sacrificial in joon's stead, then, and let him do that and stick with him even if it hurts. even if he's frustrated and kind of angry.
if you really like him, jin says. junsu has enough of really liking people and being self sacrificial and hurting so they don't have to. ]
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he's a really. really good person, you know. and i'm rooting for you guys.
[ Even if it hurts a little bit. ]
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yeah
thanks
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Fuck. Joon is going to kill him. ]