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[chamsae]

I think I like that feeling. It's nice not to be the only one who might have questions.

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youre definitely not

i always have questions. doubts. fears

[chamsae]

Where do you direct them? Those questions and doubts. Fears as well.

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im not the best example for this.

[chamsae]

Why do you say that?

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i dont really direct them anywhere

[chamsae]

Is that possible? Those things, where do they live, for you?

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its kind of hard to explain. i do things that... help me, i suppose, not feel them as much.

[chamsae]

That is a little difficult to understand. I'm sorry, I don't mean to be obtuse. How can you feel things less?

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it's like... i do what i can to protect myself, so some of the fear goes away.

[chamsae]

I see. Fear is harmful, so you armor yourself against it? Is safety the opposite of fear?

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something like that. i think so, anyway

[chamsae]

I hope you are always safe and never fearful.

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youre really sweet, birdie

[chamsae]

Thank you. I think I understand the usage of that word there.

So, thank you.

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hit me up when you want to go?

[chamsae]

I will do that. Hit you up.

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thats probably a funny expression, isnt it

[chamsae]

It is a little strange. I won't actually hit you, I promise.

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I believe you

[chamsae]

Thank you. It would be saddening if you were worried about that.

That is, I would rather not cause you to worry.

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you dont. not at all

[chamsae]

Oh. That's good. I think I'd feel uneasy if I made you worry.

[ The word is "sad," Bird. You'd be sad. ]

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Uneasy?

[chamsae]

Maybe that's not the right word. I'm not sure what the feeling is.