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Magic isn't always through wands and spells. [ haru responded wisely, the smile remaining on his face. ] Sometimes those things don't help at all and can cause more issues if you're not careful.
[ he fell silent for a moment, deciding back and forth with something. in the end, he decided to go for it and slowly removed his hat to reveal the ears there. the non-human ears, of course. they were a merger between what a deer and a goat had. they twitched slightly in the sudden air and he pinked up. ]
Not as nice as some other species. [ the tail, well, he never really revealed that one anymore. not after the last few reactions he received. ]
[ he fell silent for a moment, deciding back and forth with something. in the end, he decided to go for it and slowly removed his hat to reveal the ears there. the non-human ears, of course. they were a merger between what a deer and a goat had. they twitched slightly in the sudden air and he pinked up. ]
Not as nice as some other species. [ the tail, well, he never really revealed that one anymore. not after the last few reactions he received. ]
[ So, that happened. That, being that Daejung left him. Myung should have known, should have seen it coming, should have guessed, but he's been stupid and blinded by his feelings and, maybe, somewhere, some hope.
But now, he's... he isn't exactly sure how he feels. A little lost, a little empty inside. Which is why he's standing in front of the door of the only person who still makes him feel something. He knocks, a few times, before testing the door handle, and it gives, allowing him inside the room, even though Junsu's not told him to come on in.
He just - can't wait. If he waits he'll start crying with his forehead pressed against the door, and he'd rather do that in Junsu's arms.
Fuck. His vision already feels blurry. He slips into the room, eyes cast down, the door clicking shut behind him. He gives a helpless shrug, biting his lip. ]
Can I stay here, tonight?
But now, he's... he isn't exactly sure how he feels. A little lost, a little empty inside. Which is why he's standing in front of the door of the only person who still makes him feel something. He knocks, a few times, before testing the door handle, and it gives, allowing him inside the room, even though Junsu's not told him to come on in.
He just - can't wait. If he waits he'll start crying with his forehead pressed against the door, and he'd rather do that in Junsu's arms.
Fuck. His vision already feels blurry. He slips into the room, eyes cast down, the door clicking shut behind him. He gives a helpless shrug, biting his lip. ]
Can I stay here, tonight?
[ With a chuckle, Kwang kisses at Junsu's hipbone lightly, delighted by how dazed Junsu looks and sounds. That's exactly what he wanted, for Junsu to be completely gone on pleasure. He's not exactly feeling smug, just... very, very pleased.
And hot. And hard. God, he's hard as hell, right now.
Which is why he travels up Junsu's body quickly, not hesitating for a moment to go where he's asked to. He hovers above Junsu for a moment, hair falling in his eyes. ]
Hi.
And hot. And hard. God, he's hard as hell, right now.
Which is why he travels up Junsu's body quickly, not hesitating for a moment to go where he's asked to. He hovers above Junsu for a moment, hair falling in his eyes. ]
Hi.
yeah. they're big on their own and bigger combined, i guess? and some of them have a more long lasting effect. i have to make sure hojoon understands i love him as much as kwang and that i dont love him less, i have to make sure kwang is okay now and that hojoon is too because they're both upset, and everything with minsu and sage
i try to keep up and not get in anyones way. i do my best
i try to keep up and not get in anyones way. i do my best
We didn't decide yet! I think we should take suggestions from everyone who wants to participate, and maybe everyone gets a turn picking a book.
[ junsu plays with kwang's hair, gentle and soft, his voice soft too. he doesn't need to get too loud of excitable. it's just the two of them now, trying to focus on nicer things. ]
[ junsu plays with kwang's hair, gentle and soft, his voice soft too. he doesn't need to get too loud of excitable. it's just the two of them now, trying to focus on nicer things. ]
you're worrying about lots of things. and i can see why. they're people you love, so you want them to be well and happy.
i don't know if i have good advice. i really wish i did. i guess the only thing i know to say is make sure you remember you're part of the picture too. it's probably a good idea to be selfish about your own feelings sometimes.
i don't know if i have good advice. i really wish i did. i guess the only thing i know to say is make sure you remember you're part of the picture too. it's probably a good idea to be selfish about your own feelings sometimes.
Hey.
[ junsu answers, whispered, nuzzling at kwang's nose. his hand slides down his chest, over his pants. he cups his erection through his clothes, letting out a breathless chuckle. ]
Oh, hello.
[ his eyebrows raise, and then he's kissing kwang softly, but his hand's making it's way past the waistband of his pants, seeking heat and hardness and loving to know pleasuring him had this effect on kwang. ]
[ junsu answers, whispered, nuzzling at kwang's nose. his hand slides down his chest, over his pants. he cups his erection through his clothes, letting out a breathless chuckle. ]
Oh, hello.
[ his eyebrows raise, and then he's kissing kwang softly, but his hand's making it's way past the waistband of his pants, seeking heat and hardness and loving to know pleasuring him had this effect on kwang. ]
[ With a shiver, Kwang kisses back, only pulling away to suck in a breath when Junsu starts touching him, slipping inside his pants.
His hips move into the touch, Kwang unable to help himself - not really wanting to, either. He moans, lips pressed to Junsu's. ]
Feels good, baby - [ He stutters a little, feeling hot all over already. ]
His hips move into the touch, Kwang unable to help himself - not really wanting to, either. He moans, lips pressed to Junsu's. ]
Feels good, baby - [ He stutters a little, feeling hot all over already. ]
You plan on opening it up to the house at large? Not just you two?
[ He already feels better, just with this. Knowing he has Junsu, now, and for the rest of - well, however long Junsu would have him. Forever, hopefully. ]
[ He already feels better, just with this. Knowing he has Junsu, now, and for the rest of - well, however long Junsu would have him. Forever, hopefully. ]
yeah. i do
its okay. i think i can figure it out. i was just... upset to learn all this time hojoon saw our relationship differently than i did, and im not sure how to make him really see it the way it actually is for me. i dont know that he can understand, so i want to focus on us two to make him see it the best i can
its okay. i think i can figure it out. i was just... upset to learn all this time hojoon saw our relationship differently than i did, and im not sure how to make him really see it the way it actually is for me. i dont know that he can understand, so i want to focus on us two to make him see it the best i can
[ myung looks a mess. he can be all edges sometimes, and it's why he's offered himself up to him, so they could both be a little broken together and know they were with someone who wouldn't take advantage, who wouldn't make it hurt more, who would let them feel these things and not come to harm.
but this is new. ]
Of course, baby.
[ his voice is soft, his brow furrowed with worry. he reaches out a hand for myung to take, sitting on the bed already and setting his book aside, leaving plenty of room for myung to join him.
he's touched myung came to him, but that's overshadowed by how upset he looks, and how much junsu wants to be there for him to make it better. ]
but this is new. ]
Of course, baby.
[ his voice is soft, his brow furrowed with worry. he reaches out a hand for myung to take, sitting on the bed already and setting his book aside, leaving plenty of room for myung to join him.
he's touched myung came to him, but that's overshadowed by how upset he looks, and how much junsu wants to be there for him to make it better. ]
I'm sorry, I don't want you to think I'm -
[ He stops, unsure where he's going with this. That he's using Junsu? That's not it, but then again they both know that it's not the issue. There are times where they do that, where they use each other, and it's okay. But right now, it's not what Myung wants, or needs.
What he wants, what he needs, is Junsu. He grabs his hand, toeing off his shoes quickly as he clambers up on the bed, practically falling into Junsu's arms. He lets out a sob as he buries his face in the crook of his neck, trying to breathe. ]
I didn't know who else to come to. You were the only one I thought about. It's, huh.
[ Myung's voice breaks, and he pauses, trying to gather himself. ]
Dae left. He left the house. He left me.
[ He stops, unsure where he's going with this. That he's using Junsu? That's not it, but then again they both know that it's not the issue. There are times where they do that, where they use each other, and it's okay. But right now, it's not what Myung wants, or needs.
What he wants, what he needs, is Junsu. He grabs his hand, toeing off his shoes quickly as he clambers up on the bed, practically falling into Junsu's arms. He lets out a sob as he buries his face in the crook of his neck, trying to breathe. ]
I didn't know who else to come to. You were the only one I thought about. It's, huh.
[ Myung's voice breaks, and he pauses, trying to gather himself. ]
Dae left. He left the house. He left me.
that is tough. i don't mean this in a bad way about him, i promise, it's hard for anyone, right? hard to understand what you don't understand, basically.
if you thought things were one way and he thought another, or even if you didn't know you thought those things, as long as nothing happened that would make you look at the way the other one felt, it wouldn't be weird if you didn't know, right?
not sure that made sense. it did in my head.
if you thought things were one way and he thought another, or even if you didn't know you thought those things, as long as nothing happened that would make you look at the way the other one felt, it wouldn't be weird if you didn't know, right?
not sure that made sense. it did in my head.
[ Kwang nuzzles in, nose pressed under Junsu's jaw, as he smiles gently. ]
Mmm, that's okay. I'd like to join you guys. I just wouldn't want to ruin your time together, you know? I like that you're spending more time together. But if you want me there, I'll happily join you.
[ He punctuates his words with a kiss to Junsu's neck, gentle. ]
Mmm, that's okay. I'd like to join you guys. I just wouldn't want to ruin your time together, you know? I like that you're spending more time together. But if you want me there, I'll happily join you.
[ He punctuates his words with a kiss to Junsu's neck, gentle. ]
[ junsu wouldn't want him to stop himself, either. he likes seeing kwang give into pleasure, lose himself in it. he likes the thrill of touching him and seeing the effect it has, that he has, on kwang. ]
Yeah? [ it's not very slick, though, but it doesn't take too much of his time for him to pull his hand away and lick it before returning it to kwang's pants, the other hand pushing them down to free him so he's got more room.
it's easier this way to go faster, to twist his wrist, to tighten his grip just enough in just the right place. his other hand slides up, finding kwang's nipple. ]
Want you to feel good. Want you to feel amazing.
Yeah? [ it's not very slick, though, but it doesn't take too much of his time for him to pull his hand away and lick it before returning it to kwang's pants, the other hand pushing them down to free him so he's got more room.
it's easier this way to go faster, to twist his wrist, to tighten his grip just enough in just the right place. his other hand slides up, finding kwang's nipple. ]
Want you to feel good. Want you to feel amazing.
[ His arms tremble as he holds himself up above Junsu, pleasure pulsing through his veins just as hot as fire, as he watches Junsu lick his palm, push Kwang's pants down. He doesn't really mean to but then he's rolling over to his side, unable to support his own weight anymore, pulling Junsu with him and pressing close. ]
Fuck -
[ He does make Kwang feel amazing. The ways Junsu make Kwang feel are all completely unique, completely reserved to Junsu alone, to the shape of his smile and the dexterity of his fingers and the gentleness of his words and the weight of his love. It's all Junsu's, and after their earlier conversation, Kwang really hopes and believes that Junsu knows this, too.
He lets out a keening noise, hips rolling, and presses a kiss to the corner of Junsu's lips. ] I love you, [ Kwang says, quietly, with feeling. ]
Fuck -
[ He does make Kwang feel amazing. The ways Junsu make Kwang feel are all completely unique, completely reserved to Junsu alone, to the shape of his smile and the dexterity of his fingers and the gentleness of his words and the weight of his love. It's all Junsu's, and after their earlier conversation, Kwang really hopes and believes that Junsu knows this, too.
He lets out a keening noise, hips rolling, and presses a kiss to the corner of Junsu's lips. ] I love you, [ Kwang says, quietly, with feeling. ]
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