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Ah, don't cry - Kwang and Hojoon won't let us play together anymore if you do that.
[minus teases, dabbing the edges of junsu's wet eye with the edge of sleeve. his own vision gets a little blurry as he does it. more sympathy feelings, he'd guess.]
Hearing that makes me happy. [he sounds as relieved as he does happy, not that he'd been given a reason to doubt it either. but he's been worried too, when he suddenly realized that a day, two days had passed without him seeing or talking to junsu. it was unthinkable once. it feels unnatural even now, and all minsu could think to do to fix it was come running to junsu's room.]
Those twins don't have anything on how close we are!
[he squeezes him, then takes his turn stroking a hand against junsu's hair.]
They might be sexier though. I'm not sure.
[minus teases, dabbing the edges of junsu's wet eye with the edge of sleeve. his own vision gets a little blurry as he does it. more sympathy feelings, he'd guess.]
Hearing that makes me happy. [he sounds as relieved as he does happy, not that he'd been given a reason to doubt it either. but he's been worried too, when he suddenly realized that a day, two days had passed without him seeing or talking to junsu. it was unthinkable once. it feels unnatural even now, and all minsu could think to do to fix it was come running to junsu's room.]
Those twins don't have anything on how close we are!
[he squeezes him, then takes his turn stroking a hand against junsu's hair.]
They might be sexier though. I'm not sure.
No.
[minsu whispers back before smiling at his own joke. he remains almost unnaturally still, and will continue to do so. for junsu, yes, but also for himself.
they'll be bringing breakfast trays around soon. minsu should be starving, senses noticing even the smell of the water that they boil for oatmeal. it doesn't feel as sharp today. he would even choose to stay like this for a little longer over the meal.]
Do you hurt?
[minsu whispers back before smiling at his own joke. he remains almost unnaturally still, and will continue to do so. for junsu, yes, but also for himself.
they'll be bringing breakfast trays around soon. minsu should be starving, senses noticing even the smell of the water that they boil for oatmeal. it doesn't feel as sharp today. he would even choose to stay like this for a little longer over the meal.]
Do you hurt?
[ junsu shivers, all anticipation and eagerness, and then lets out a soft little cry when kwang's mouth is finally on him. he moans, too, something that might have been kwang's name, helping him rid him of his clothes as best as he can without wriggling his hips too much.
he doesn't mean or want to rush kwang. not when this feels so good, when his mouth is perfect. ]
Better, [ he mumbles, lips quirking, hoping to amuse kwang a little. ]
he doesn't mean or want to rush kwang. not when this feels so good, when his mouth is perfect. ]
Better, [ he mumbles, lips quirking, hoping to amuse kwang a little. ]
[ With a soft, muffled chuckle, Kwang looks up, quirking an eyebrow. Oh, better, is it? Well, Junsu has seen nothing yet. In the next moment, Kwang slides his mouth down, until he's got all of his boyfriend in his mouth, nose pressed to his lower stomach. He hollows his cheeks a little as he sucks hard, something self-satisfied when he flicks his eyes up again.
Is that even better? ]
Is that even better? ]
You sound like a fox.
[minsu's amused by it, and he meant the words as a compliment. but when he thinks about it, what too much survival has made him, he realizes that maybe it wasn't.]
Anyway, you being alive matters to me. I like having someone to talk to.
[and touch, and smell, both of which minsu is also doing at that moment.]
[minsu's amused by it, and he meant the words as a compliment. but when he thinks about it, what too much survival has made him, he realizes that maybe it wasn't.]
Anyway, you being alive matters to me. I like having someone to talk to.
[and touch, and smell, both of which minsu is also doing at that moment.]
[ he wrinkles his nose, but more out of shyness than dislike. he figures it's a compliment, coming from a fox. even if some aspects of this kind of fox are terrifying to him, minsu isn't. not at all. ]
I like being talked to.
[ and touched. that much is implied in the way he doesn't make minsu stop, and keeps himself relaxed and close by. he's so lucky. his cellmate is minsu, and that feels like a gift, and luck so powerful it might as well be magic. he could've landed with anyone. someone awful. someone evil. someone who would know he was human. someone who would want to hurt him. someone who would want him. ]
You're nice. You don't belong here.
I like being talked to.
[ and touched. that much is implied in the way he doesn't make minsu stop, and keeps himself relaxed and close by. he's so lucky. his cellmate is minsu, and that feels like a gift, and luck so powerful it might as well be magic. he could've landed with anyone. someone awful. someone evil. someone who would know he was human. someone who would want to hurt him. someone who would want him. ]
You're nice. You don't belong here.
[ junsu giggles and lets minsu wipe at his eyes, sniffing but no letting any more wetness gather. it's just a joke, something to make junsu laugh, and it works. ]
Okay, no crying. [ that's not a promise, because he's got waterworks for eyes. but it's an attempt!
he nudges minsu lightly, making playful eyes at him. ] We have our own kind of sexiness, anyway.
[ he'd like to see them beat their awkward, earnest charm!!!
junsu sobers up a little, cupping minsu's cheek with his hand. he feels better. a lot better. he missed minsu. ]
Thank you. I know your life is — changing in a lot of ways. I want to be there for you. Even if it's scary to watch you live all these things I haven't.
Okay, no crying. [ that's not a promise, because he's got waterworks for eyes. but it's an attempt!
he nudges minsu lightly, making playful eyes at him. ] We have our own kind of sexiness, anyway.
[ he'd like to see them beat their awkward, earnest charm!!!
junsu sobers up a little, cupping minsu's cheek with his hand. he feels better. a lot better. he missed minsu. ]
Thank you. I know your life is — changing in a lot of ways. I want to be there for you. Even if it's scary to watch you live all these things I haven't.
[ oh yeah. so much better junsu lets out a choked cry and then curses under his breath. it's not fair how good kwang is at this, not fair how little it takes for him to drive junsu a little crazy.
his fingers this time close tightly in his hair and pull. just a little. ]
his fingers this time close tightly in his hair and pull. just a little. ]
[ Yes - that's the kind of reaction Kwang is looking for, hands gently pressing down on Junsu's hips, keeping him in place as he moves, following the pull on his hair until he's only got the very tip of Junsu's cock in his mouth, tongue flicking against the slit.
And then back down he goes, keeping himself moving aggravatingly slow, just to see if he can make Junsu beg. ]
And then back down he goes, keeping himself moving aggravatingly slow, just to see if he can make Junsu beg. ]
We really do! We're still in our prime!
[he's still hot! he could still turn heads! the fact that he's not looking to do that anymore is beside the point. and minsu knows for sure that junsu could too.
he smiles at the touch against his cheek, turning a little more serious.]
Some things are never going to change. [he will always love junsu, and always need him to be a big part of his life. but he understands what he's saying too.] I wish you were going through it with me. Not that - you're probably not ready for that. [minsu wasn't either until it happened. he groans before pressing his face against him.] Can't you get a girlfriend too and rely a little too much on the rhythm method? I'd really appreciate it!
[he's still hot! he could still turn heads! the fact that he's not looking to do that anymore is beside the point. and minsu knows for sure that junsu could too.
he smiles at the touch against his cheek, turning a little more serious.]
Some things are never going to change. [he will always love junsu, and always need him to be a big part of his life. but he understands what he's saying too.] I wish you were going through it with me. Not that - you're probably not ready for that. [minsu wasn't either until it happened. he groans before pressing his face against him.] Can't you get a girlfriend too and rely a little too much on the rhythm method? I'd really appreciate it!
the last time he gave me a massage, it ended up - well, you know.
i'm sure he wouldn't mind if i told him to slow down, but i don't want him to think i'm not loving all of it, because i am, and i love his enthusiasm. i don't want him to feel like he has to rein it in
i'm sure he wouldn't mind if i told him to slow down, but i don't want him to think i'm not loving all of it, because i am, and i love his enthusiasm. i don't want him to feel like he has to rein it in
I th-thought you said no more teasing...
[ it's the whiniest of whines, punctuated with a moan. kwang is going so slow, which means he can really feel everything, the drag of his mouth all along him, his tongue, his lips.
but it also isn't enough. he whines again, squirming his shoulders and head around. but he doesn't say please. not yet. ]
[ it's the whiniest of whines, punctuated with a moan. kwang is going so slow, which means he can really feel everything, the drag of his mouth all along him, his tongue, his lips.
but it also isn't enough. he whines again, squirming his shoulders and head around. but he doesn't say please. not yet. ]
I do!
[ he looks proud. it's his collection, after all, and it was hard work acquiring. ]
I love fiction, all kinds, but mostly like scifi and fantasy stuff. I like stories with magic the most.
[ that's been in his life for so long now. his love of magic started there. ]
[ he looks proud. it's his collection, after all, and it was hard work acquiring. ]
I love fiction, all kinds, but mostly like scifi and fantasy stuff. I like stories with magic the most.
[ that's been in his life for so long now. his love of magic started there. ]
No offense, but — pass! [ he giggles, finding it easier to joke about this than consider having a child. that's not something he ever saw for himself, especially not after the war.
he sighs, carding his fingers through minsu's hair again, letting him press his face against him. ]
It really would be nice if we were entering this adventure at the same time. [ his words are soft, his tone wistful. that would be so perfect, he thinks. they would keep being mirrors of each other, and he wouldn't be so afraid to be left behind, to not understand, that their bond will change and break because he doesn't know what minsu's life is like anymore.
it's already hard. there's magic in him now, and junsu still doesn't have any. ]
he sighs, carding his fingers through minsu's hair again, letting him press his face against him. ]
It really would be nice if we were entering this adventure at the same time. [ his words are soft, his tone wistful. that would be so perfect, he thinks. they would keep being mirrors of each other, and he wouldn't be so afraid to be left behind, to not understand, that their bond will change and break because he doesn't know what minsu's life is like anymore.
it's already hard. there's magic in him now, and junsu still doesn't have any. ]
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