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could be! or maybe it's a morality tale. you know, like how the virgins always survived in old horror movies.
but then they go and pair up virgins with this creature that has a huge phallic symbol right between its eyes....
it's the kind of thing that keeps me awake at night.
but then they go and pair up virgins with this creature that has a huge phallic symbol right between its eyes....
it's the kind of thing that keeps me awake at night.
[ junsu wakes up still tangled up in minsu, and finds he doesn't want that to change. he's slow to regain some sense of fully awake, drowsy, exhausted to the bone by the intense ups and downs of emotions he's been having since getting caught.
but while he's here, pressed up against minsu, it's simpler. feels safe, even. ]
Are you up? [ he whispers. ]
but while he's here, pressed up against minsu, it's simpler. feels safe, even. ]
Are you up? [ he whispers. ]
[ junsu pats blindly until he finds minsu's belly, rubbing it with his hand and humming. ]
So soft. Trust me, this doesn't take away from your sex appeal to Sage.
[ his arm moves around minsu's middle to hold him there. it's funny how he doesn't think about him that way as often as he used to, but when prompted to, it comes right back to the surface. of course minsu's still hot. and he can imagine for sage it's a whole other story. ]
You're doing this because you care so much about him and what he's going through. It's instinctual. That's kinda sexy.
So soft. Trust me, this doesn't take away from your sex appeal to Sage.
[ his arm moves around minsu's middle to hold him there. it's funny how he doesn't think about him that way as often as he used to, but when prompted to, it comes right back to the surface. of course minsu's still hot. and he can imagine for sage it's a whole other story. ]
You're doing this because you care so much about him and what he's going through. It's instinctual. That's kinda sexy.
I guess not.
[but he still smiles at the reassurance, grateful for it. junsu's good at that, especially lately. minsu blinks at him fondly, eyelids heavy.]
It's like something from the Discovery Channel. [he starts to laugh, thinking about the "mating dance" that sage wasn't too impressed with. but dabbing probably has worn out its welcome.] Maybe we should read Tarzan - was that ever a book?
[but he still smiles at the reassurance, grateful for it. junsu's good at that, especially lately. minsu blinks at him fondly, eyelids heavy.]
It's like something from the Discovery Channel. [he starts to laugh, thinking about the "mating dance" that sage wasn't too impressed with. but dabbing probably has worn out its welcome.] Maybe we should read Tarzan - was that ever a book?
It was. It's a really old book.
[ junsu starts playing with minsu's hair, soft fingertips carding through strands, the smell of him the same as the first time they were that close. things are changing, but that doesn't mean they are, right? he's so scared of that, but minsu's gift to him said the opposite of what he was fearing. he's wearing it around his neck right now, even.
but it's still scary. and he'd missed minsu, too. ]
I'm happy you're here.
[ junsu starts playing with minsu's hair, soft fingertips carding through strands, the smell of him the same as the first time they were that close. things are changing, but that doesn't mean they are, right? he's so scared of that, but minsu's gift to him said the opposite of what he was fearing. he's wearing it around his neck right now, even.
but it's still scary. and he'd missed minsu, too. ]
I'm happy you're here.
[ junsu's not one to keep himself quiet, even when he's being teased like this, but his reactions are a little more subtle than if kwang was to go all out. they're still there, though, his fingers curling and uncurling in his hair, the slight squirm of his hips, the twisting of the sheets where his feet dig in, the breathless little moans.
some of those get whiny. ]
H-How long are you going to tease me for?
some of those get whiny. ]
H-How long are you going to tease me for?
Ah, that feels nice.
[minsu almost sounds surprised. he's been so quick to be the one giving affection lately, but maybe he can allow himself to be on the receiving end too. just a little bit.]
Me too. [he means it so much, and not just for the sweet feeling of junsu's fingers in his hair. junsu is a part of him and always will be. his eyes drop to the necklace before he grins, holding his own up.] Do you like it? I was worried that matching best friend necklaces might seem a little childish. But I never had anyone to give one to in elementary school!
[minsu almost sounds surprised. he's been so quick to be the one giving affection lately, but maybe he can allow himself to be on the receiving end too. just a little bit.]
Me too. [he means it so much, and not just for the sweet feeling of junsu's fingers in his hair. junsu is a part of him and always will be. his eyes drop to the necklace before he grins, holding his own up.] Do you like it? I was worried that matching best friend necklaces might seem a little childish. But I never had anyone to give one to in elementary school!
[ then junsu will keep going with the playing with the hair until his hand falls off, pretty much. minsu must have a lot on his mind, and be worried and stressed still. it's junsu's role as his best friend to provide whatever relief he can.
he grins wide at the necklace around minsu's neck. ]
I love it. I never had anyone like that either. Never had a best friend like you.
[ he smiles, fond and loving. ]
I'm gonna wear it every day.
he grins wide at the necklace around minsu's neck. ]
I love it. I never had anyone like that either. Never had a best friend like you.
[ he smiles, fond and loving. ]
I'm gonna wear it every day.
[ While listening intently to Junsu’s every noise, Kwang doesn’t quicken the pace just yet. He scrapes his teeth very lightly over the underside of Junsu’s hard cock in his underwear, fingers pushing further in to fondle him a little, and then even moves up again to kiss Junsu’s stomach, breathing hard against his skin and leaving a damp trail.
He looks up at Junsu’s words, feeling so entirely devoted to him, and his pleasure. ]
No more, since you’re done.
[ And so he moves, hands slipping out to pull at Junsu’s underwear, his mouth immediately wrapping around Junsu’s erection as he keeps undressing him at the same time. He’s no tease. ]
He looks up at Junsu’s words, feeling so entirely devoted to him, and his pleasure. ]
No more, since you’re done.
[ And so he moves, hands slipping out to pull at Junsu’s underwear, his mouth immediately wrapping around Junsu’s erection as he keeps undressing him at the same time. He’s no tease. ]
Me too!
[to the part about a best friend. to wearing his necklace every day.]
And thank you for the kitchenware! It must have cost you a lot.
[but there's more to it than just the price. he knows that junsu instinctively knew the right brand to buy. he thinks he probably researched it, read reviews. probably asked a salesperson for help when he went to buy it. the thought of that is as much a gift as anything.]
What do you want me to cook for you with it?
[to the part about a best friend. to wearing his necklace every day.]
And thank you for the kitchenware! It must have cost you a lot.
[but there's more to it than just the price. he knows that junsu instinctively knew the right brand to buy. he thinks he probably researched it, read reviews. probably asked a salesperson for help when he went to buy it. the thought of that is as much a gift as anything.]
What do you want me to cook for you with it?
Yeah? Really? I wasn't...
[ he shakes his head, laughing softly, but some of the humour fades out of it. ]
Anything you want. It's for you to cook for your family, too.
[ his hand stills in minsu's hair, and he worries at his bottom lip. ]
It felt kind of... like it wasn't enough. [ he did to research. he checked what minsu had, he looked up the best sets for a cook, the best brands, what would work best, what chefs liked, what each brand was better known for. he didn't pick something random out of a catalog.
but after seeing minsu's gift, it felt cheap. a little impersonal. he thinks he might have tried to do that, subconsciously. create distance, before the distance created itself further. knowing if they didnt live together, maybe minsu would already have drifted from him. not because minsu is that kind of person, but because of life and circumstances. ]
I'm sorry. Your gift was so thoughtful, I — it made me feel a lot, honey. It was about us.
[ he shakes his head, laughing softly, but some of the humour fades out of it. ]
Anything you want. It's for you to cook for your family, too.
[ his hand stills in minsu's hair, and he worries at his bottom lip. ]
It felt kind of... like it wasn't enough. [ he did to research. he checked what minsu had, he looked up the best sets for a cook, the best brands, what would work best, what chefs liked, what each brand was better known for. he didn't pick something random out of a catalog.
but after seeing minsu's gift, it felt cheap. a little impersonal. he thinks he might have tried to do that, subconsciously. create distance, before the distance created itself further. knowing if they didnt live together, maybe minsu would already have drifted from him. not because minsu is that kind of person, but because of life and circumstances. ]
I'm sorry. Your gift was so thoughtful, I — it made me feel a lot, honey. It was about us.
You are my family.
[he's not sure if junsu meant it any other way, but minsu can't imagine his life without junsu any more than he could imagine it without sage. he worries, sometimes, about one of his boyfriends taking him away. it's a selfish fear, but it still breaks his heart.]
Are you kidding, it was perfect!
[he looks surprised, then smiles and wiggles closer.]
It's what I love doing more than anything. It's how I show people that I love them, when I used to-
[he doesn't need to finish that, and not with junsu of all people, who understands better than anyone.]
That's why I haven't used them yet. I want to use them for us first!
[he's not sure if junsu meant it any other way, but minsu can't imagine his life without junsu any more than he could imagine it without sage. he worries, sometimes, about one of his boyfriends taking him away. it's a selfish fear, but it still breaks his heart.]
Are you kidding, it was perfect!
[he looks surprised, then smiles and wiggles closer.]
It's what I love doing more than anything. It's how I show people that I love them, when I used to-
[he doesn't need to finish that, and not with junsu of all people, who understands better than anyone.]
That's why I haven't used them yet. I want to use them for us first!
[ junsu doesn't mean to tear up, and he wishes he didn't. but he does, at minsu's earnest surprise that he was worried about his choice of gift, and at the words you are my family. he didn't think he wasn't, but he didn't think he was either, not in such clear terms. and things are changing so much, and he'd been so scared he would end up pushed out of minsu's life.
but he isn't. not that minsu ever made junsu feel that way, it was just a fear, thinking about all the things in minsu's life he doesn't know or understand, how before all this he felt like minsu was a part of him from how intensely they shared the things they felt and the experiences they'd had.
family. that's so big. he sniffles. ]
You're my family too. [ he kisses minsu's cheek, then the other. ] I love you. I would love it if you cooked for me in those.
[ he pulls minsu close, hiding his face against his shoulder. ]
I would really love that. I was just scared, I guess, and then your gift made me feel better about that but not about what I picked out for you.
but he isn't. not that minsu ever made junsu feel that way, it was just a fear, thinking about all the things in minsu's life he doesn't know or understand, how before all this he felt like minsu was a part of him from how intensely they shared the things they felt and the experiences they'd had.
family. that's so big. he sniffles. ]
You're my family too. [ he kisses minsu's cheek, then the other. ] I love you. I would love it if you cooked for me in those.
[ he pulls minsu close, hiding his face against his shoulder. ]
I would really love that. I was just scared, I guess, and then your gift made me feel better about that but not about what I picked out for you.
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