I want to be better with Ten. And I think Hojoon will get there too. It just kind of takes an adjustment period, when you love someone so much and you know they love you, but they love someone else too, and you aren't really used to that so much.
[ junsu looks relieved, but a bit sheepish, too. it feels like a lot to let go of at once, but he's glad they're doing this. if they were both feeling things like this, it's good to air them out and clear things up between them.
so they can be even stronger. ]
I know. I think rationally I know you would be there for me if I needed you, and that Ten wouldn't be upset with you either, it's just... Yeah. It wasn't very rational. I just felt like I had no one else. It feels more balanced to me now, and I get it more now too.
[ now that he has kwang and hojoon, he knows what it's like to have two boyfriends you adore, and how different these relationships and feelings are, but how one isn't above the other. ]
Hojoon... he's special to me. Really special. But so are you, okay? I love you. And I trust you. Magic and wings or not. I promise I'll be careful, but I also know... you're in control. You've been through so much and you're still someone so kind and gentle.
[ he takes kwang's face in both his hands, gentle. ]
Can you promise me something in exchange? If you ever feel that pull, like you can't resist what they offer you... Talk to me? Or Ten, or both of us. If there are days it's harder to bear them, we're here for you.
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[ junsu looks relieved, but a bit sheepish, too. it feels like a lot to let go of at once, but he's glad they're doing this. if they were both feeling things like this, it's good to air them out and clear things up between them.
so they can be even stronger. ]
I know. I think rationally I know you would be there for me if I needed you, and that Ten wouldn't be upset with you either, it's just... Yeah. It wasn't very rational. I just felt like I had no one else. It feels more balanced to me now, and I get it more now too.
[ now that he has kwang and hojoon, he knows what it's like to have two boyfriends you adore, and how different these relationships and feelings are, but how one isn't above the other. ]
Hojoon... he's special to me. Really special. But so are you, okay? I love you. And I trust you. Magic and wings or not. I promise I'll be careful, but I also know... you're in control. You've been through so much and you're still someone so kind and gentle.
[ he takes kwang's face in both his hands, gentle. ]
Can you promise me something in exchange? If you ever feel that pull, like you can't resist what they offer you... Talk to me? Or Ten, or both of us. If there are days it's harder to bear them, we're here for you.