[ The only reason why Myung is bothering speaking to Junsu like this, serious and intent, is because he takes what they have seriously, too. Because their relationship matters to him. Because he loves Junsu, in a way. Not the way he loved Dae, not the way he loved Sage, not the way he loves Minsu, not the way he's falling for Dal. In its very own, personal, intimate, Junsu-and-Myung way.

Myung doesn't think that, actually. He has a very skewed view of himself and what he has to offer, and it never reflects on the people he does love. He's only ever seen Junsu give his everything to the people he cares for, himself included. ]

I'm sorry. [ Myung bites the inside of his lip, worrying it a little as he finds his words. ] I'm not going anywhere, alright? You and I, it's more than just sex, for me. And, fuck knows I've never done this before, so I'm definitely going to need... I don't know, help, advice, guidance, whatever. Something.

[ Then Junsu's words catch up to Myung. ]

Wait, you know who I'm talking about?