this sucks, really, but myung is doing it for someone he cares about and because it's what he wants, so junsu smiles. he takes myung's hand again, holding it tight. ]
Okay. I get it.
[ he does, even if it hurts. he'll miss being with myung that way, but he still gets to see him, so thats something. it's not like myung is leaving entirely. just putting an end to this aspect of their relationship. it's fine. he's friends with minsu still. he sees him a lot. and this is not... it isn't someone saying being with him wasn't serious. that he isn't special enough to keep like that, to be more. it's just things that happen. sometimes. maybe twice, but whatever, that doesn't mean anything. it can't.
he does wonder if that's what he thinks it is. if myung thinks junsu gives only parts of himself to the people he loves. that he can't love them completely. but maybe to myung that's what it meant.
this is making myung happy. that's what matters. it's probably going to be good for him. junsu's glad he has someone that special in his life. that's what he wants to put forward. ]
I think that sounds nice. He'll be happy you want that with him.
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this sucks, really, but myung is doing it for someone he cares about and because it's what he wants, so junsu smiles. he takes myung's hand again, holding it tight. ]
Okay. I get it.
[ he does, even if it hurts. he'll miss being with myung that way, but he still gets to see him, so thats something. it's not like myung is leaving entirely. just putting an end to this aspect of their relationship. it's fine. he's friends with minsu still. he sees him a lot. and this is not... it isn't someone saying being with him wasn't serious. that he isn't special enough to keep like that, to be more. it's just things that happen. sometimes. maybe twice, but whatever, that doesn't mean anything. it can't.
he does wonder if that's what he thinks it is. if myung thinks junsu gives only parts of himself to the people he loves. that he can't love them completely. but maybe to myung that's what it meant.
this is making myung happy. that's what matters. it's probably going to be good for him. junsu's glad he has someone that special in his life. that's what he wants to put forward. ]
I think that sounds nice. He'll be happy you want that with him.