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[ maybe it's a bad idea, to touch him right now. it fills junsu will all sorts of feelings, one of them something about himself he doesn't like. but he thinks... he thinks maybe he can be myung's special person, then. that maybe he can be special to myung and show him how much he matters and be there instead.
or maybe myung just wants to be distracted. thats okay too. it's better than nothing. it's better than not being wanted at all. ]
I care about you, [ he says, simply, because it's the truth. he cares about him. so it's easy to be good to him. ] I want to help. I want to make things easy, and not complicated.
or maybe myung just wants to be distracted. thats okay too. it's better than nothing. it's better than not being wanted at all. ]
I care about you, [ he says, simply, because it's the truth. he cares about him. so it's easy to be good to him. ] I want to help. I want to make things easy, and not complicated.
[ Maybe it was, but Myung likes it. He leans into it, breathes deep and pushes closer. He can't help but think - Junsu's a constant in Myung's world, the most reassuring presence. Even before, Dae would blink in and out, come in, disappear again. He'd always come back, and their past made him the one Myung thought of first, but.
Was that fair? He's probably not in the best frame of mind to think about this, right now, but it feels unfair that Myung didn't give Junsu more attention. Junsu was so extremely special to him, and he is so good. The kind of good Myung doesn't deserve.
Myung inhales sharply at the words, and looks up. He knows he's more emotional than usual, but he's also utterly sincere when he talks. ]
I care about you too. I care about you a lot, I hope you know that. I'm not saying this now because of what happened, I just - I do. I think I - [ He pauses, looking down, blushing. ]
I'm sorry, it's probably not fair for me to ask for you to be here for me right now. But it's just because you're the only one I want to be around. You're the only one that feels good. And that's often the case, even before.
Was that fair? He's probably not in the best frame of mind to think about this, right now, but it feels unfair that Myung didn't give Junsu more attention. Junsu was so extremely special to him, and he is so good. The kind of good Myung doesn't deserve.
Myung inhales sharply at the words, and looks up. He knows he's more emotional than usual, but he's also utterly sincere when he talks. ]
I care about you too. I care about you a lot, I hope you know that. I'm not saying this now because of what happened, I just - I do. I think I - [ He pauses, looking down, blushing. ]
I'm sorry, it's probably not fair for me to ask for you to be here for me right now. But it's just because you're the only one I want to be around. You're the only one that feels good. And that's often the case, even before.
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