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you didn't do anything wrong, i'll just. i'll be more careful in the future.
i don't think you want to, i believe you don't want to. but joon is
[ None of the words that come up to him are the right ones. They don't fit what he wants to say. ]
he's just very precious to me, and he's a little scared.
i don't think you want to, i believe you don't want to. but joon is
[ None of the words that come up to him are the right ones. They don't fit what he wants to say. ]
he's just very precious to me, and he's a little scared.
[ junsu lets out a pleased little yelp, laughing as he kisses joon again, nipping at his bottom lip for that comment and ass grab. ]
You don't need an excuse to grab my ass, you know.
[ this time when he kisses joon it's more heated, almost languid but it deepens quickly, tasting him. he grinds down against him, rolls his hips with joon's hands still on his ass. ]
You don't need an excuse to grab my ass, you know.
[ this time when he kisses joon it's more heated, almost languid but it deepens quickly, tasting him. he grinds down against him, rolls his hips with joon's hands still on his ass. ]
[ Myung lets out an explosive breath when he's able to breathe once more, staring at the ceiling with unseeing eyes. And to think he only came over to make out a little. Yeah, sure. As if.
Junsu is looking stupidly proud, and Myung groans, rolling to his side to face him, hand going straight back to Junsu's cock as he leans in, nuzzling him with a nod. ]
M'okay. Sorry, words are hard.
Junsu is looking stupidly proud, and Myung groans, rolling to his side to face him, hand going straight back to Junsu's cock as he leans in, nuzzling him with a nod. ]
M'okay. Sorry, words are hard.
I didn't grab, I was inspecting! Grab is what perverts do.
[it sounds weak, even to him. joon might be laughing at himself a little when junsu starts to kiss him again. he can't remember the last time he really laughed. he can't be bothered to think too much about it with junsu's lips against his, opening him up. joon moans softly into the kiss, keeping his hands right where they are and pressing junsu's body down against his.]
[it sounds weak, even to him. joon might be laughing at himself a little when junsu starts to kiss him again. he can't remember the last time he really laughed. he can't be bothered to think too much about it with junsu's lips against his, opening him up. joon moans softly into the kiss, keeping his hands right where they are and pressing junsu's body down against his.]
trying being the operative word. it's okay, junsu. you don't have to coddle me. i get that i fucked up. if i can make it up to you, i will. otherwise, i'll let my brother take care of you. he seems to be doing it better than i can.
[ He's not precious to you like he is to Hojin, Junsu. There are different kinds of love, but the one between the twins is something else.
He doesn't say that, though. It's not very fair, only because Junsu doesn't hurt when Joon hurts. ]
i just want you to know. don't turn your back on him if he pushes you away. if you really like him, then. don't give up on him. he's very good at being self-sacrificial.
[ Jin's divulging things that Joon would kill him for divulging. But Joon's happiness matters more than his pride. ]
[ He's not precious to you like he is to Hojin, Junsu. There are different kinds of love, but the one between the twins is something else.
He doesn't say that, though. It's not very fair, only because Junsu doesn't hurt when Joon hurts. ]
i just want you to know. don't turn your back on him if he pushes you away. if you really like him, then. don't give up on him. he's very good at being self-sacrificial.
[ Jin's divulging things that Joon would kill him for divulging. But Joon's happiness matters more than his pride. ]
oh
okay. i get it
[ what he gets is that joon is pushing him away. what he gets is that junsu should be self sacrificial in joon's stead, then, and let him do that and stick with him even if it hurts. even if he's frustrated and kind of angry.
if you really like him, jin says. junsu has enough of really liking people and being self sacrificial and hurting so they don't have to. ]
okay. i get it
[ what he gets is that joon is pushing him away. what he gets is that junsu should be self sacrificial in joon's stead, then, and let him do that and stick with him even if it hurts. even if he's frustrated and kind of angry.
if you really like him, jin says. junsu has enough of really liking people and being self sacrificial and hurting so they don't have to. ]
Guess I turn you into a perv.
[ he mumbles between kisses, but it's quickly drowned out by a moan when his body is pressed down against him. he likes that. he wonders what it would be like for joon to pin him down and fuck into him. god, he wants that too, but right now he figures they can do that next time.
another roll of his hips, and junsu's thinking of the lube and condoms in the night table, of how to best get joon's body relaxed and soft and pliant and ready. ]
Do you... do you like being eaten out?
[ he mumbles between kisses, but it's quickly drowned out by a moan when his body is pressed down against him. he likes that. he wonders what it would be like for joon to pin him down and fuck into him. god, he wants that too, but right now he figures they can do that next time.
another roll of his hips, and junsu's thinking of the lube and condoms in the night table, of how to best get joon's body relaxed and soft and pliant and ready. ]
Do you... do you like being eaten out?
[ Now, that giggle sounds cute. Myung's far from being as coordinated as he was earlier, but he's still perfectly able to give Junsu a handjob, and a good one, at that. He twists his wrists, palms at the tip, licks and kisses at Junsu's neck. ]
Huh-uh. You did. You really did.
Huh-uh. You did. You really did.
[another roll of his hips and all joon is thinking about is feeling another roll of his hips. it feels good but a little strange being the one taken care of. junsu's question only adds to that feeling.
joon enjoys putting his mouth everywhere. he likes to taste and breathe a lover in. he likes using his words and other parts of his body to make them come apart as much as he likes using his cock to do it.
but it feels like he's asking junsu to do something dirty, like when he came in his mouth earlier. it feels like something that junsu's mouth shouldn't do, even when his cock gets harder at the offer. a part of him can't believe that junsu would want to do that to him, for him. but he knows that kind of thinking is nonsense too.
his lips part to answer, but it takes him a second to get the words out.]
Is it something you like doing? You don't have to do anything just for me, you already make me happy.
joon enjoys putting his mouth everywhere. he likes to taste and breathe a lover in. he likes using his words and other parts of his body to make them come apart as much as he likes using his cock to do it.
but it feels like he's asking junsu to do something dirty, like when he came in his mouth earlier. it feels like something that junsu's mouth shouldn't do, even when his cock gets harder at the offer. a part of him can't believe that junsu would want to do that to him, for him. but he knows that kind of thinking is nonsense too.
his lips part to answer, but it takes him a second to get the words out.]
Is it something you like doing? You don't have to do anything just for me, you already make me happy.
[ junsu hums, but can't really answer, getting lost in myung's perfect hand, amazing fingers, beautiful lips and tongue on his neck. it takes under a minute to have him writhing, gasping and whining myung's name before he tenses, coming over myung's hand with a little cry and fingers digging into his back.
it's his turn to be breathless and speechless and looking dazed. his eyes fall to myung, and he cracks a lazy, tired smile, huffs and wipes some sweat from his temple. ]
it's his turn to be breathless and speechless and looking dazed. his eyes fall to myung, and he cracks a lazy, tired smile, huffs and wipes some sweat from his temple. ]
[ junsu's smile is so soft. they haven't known each other long, but he makes hojoon happy. he latches onto that, kissing him again through the curve of his lips. ]
I want to. [ he whispers against his mouth, echoing joon's earlier words. ] I want to make you feel so good.
[ hojoon seems to be hesitating. junsu strokes his sides with his hands, rocks against him only a little, to say i'm here, i like you, i'm into this, more than to distract or give pleasure. ]
Only if you want to.
I want to. [ he whispers against his mouth, echoing joon's earlier words. ] I want to make you feel so good.
[ hojoon seems to be hesitating. junsu strokes his sides with his hands, rocks against him only a little, to say i'm here, i like you, i'm into this, more than to distract or give pleasure. ]
Only if you want to.
[it works, while also still being a little distracting and giving pleasure. joon slides his hands to junsu's hips, smiling at how even this would be enough to make him happy, to just lie pressed together with junsu touching him this way. it isn't just about sex, which makes it so much more complicated.]
Okay. Yes, I'd be honored. [joon's face scrunches up, who the fuck says that.] I mean, I want to. I want you to.
[and then that grimace is back. he really hates revealing that he doesn't actually know everything about everything. something that his brother suffers with frequently.]
Should I...roll over?
Okay. Yes, I'd be honored. [joon's face scrunches up, who the fuck says that.] I mean, I want to. I want you to.
[and then that grimace is back. he really hates revealing that he doesn't actually know everything about everything. something that his brother suffers with frequently.]
Should I...roll over?
[ he laughs softly, so amused by i'd be honored, but pleased too. to think it's an honor to get eaten out by junsu. he doesn't feel like a measly little human around joon.
for this, junsu won't tease. joon grimaces but junsu only smiles and kisses him again to soothe him. he doesn't want to laugh at him for something he's not super knowledgeable about. he's touched, even, that he's being shown this. ]
Yeah, roll over. Get a pillow beneath your hips if you don't want to be on your knees.
[ whatever's more comfortable for joon. his hands strokes his back as he settles. ]
Let me know when you're ready, babe.
for this, junsu won't tease. joon grimaces but junsu only smiles and kisses him again to soothe him. he doesn't want to laugh at him for something he's not super knowledgeable about. he's touched, even, that he's being shown this. ]
Yeah, roll over. Get a pillow beneath your hips if you don't want to be on your knees.
[ whatever's more comfortable for joon. his hands strokes his back as he settles. ]
Let me know when you're ready, babe.
[it might've been more appropriate to say two hundred years ago. it hasn't been that long for him, he swears.
joon rolls over, and finds that this might actually be better. his face feels too warm right now. but he trusts junsu, and he's excited in spite of himself, so he pushes a pillow under his hips and sighs, getting settled on his stomach.]
Ready.
[he lets junsu's hands pass over him a couple more times before he says it.]
If you get tired or just want to stop-
joon rolls over, and finds that this might actually be better. his face feels too warm right now. but he trusts junsu, and he's excited in spite of himself, so he pushes a pillow under his hips and sighs, getting settled on his stomach.]
Ready.
[he lets junsu's hands pass over him a couple more times before he says it.]
If you get tired or just want to stop-
[ Ah, yeah, watching Junsu come is so goddamn satisfying. He's so beautiful, and Myung can't quite help the way he licks his fingers clean, barely thinking about it. ]
Okay, baby? [ He repeats Junsu's words to him, smiling a little smugly, too. ]
Okay, baby? [ He repeats Junsu's words to him, smiling a little smugly, too. ]
[ he doesn't let joon finish that, spreading him once his hands slide down from his back to his ass and lowering his head to press a kiss over his rim. he doesn't need to say he won't get tired, he can show it.
he starts slow at first, kisses and laps of his tongue to get him used to it. he's not assuming he never experienced this before, but his words of it being a while, and everything joon did until this point, tell him to take it easy. not to overwhelm him. to take good care of him.
once he's wet and relaxed and giving beneath his tongue, he presses it inside, lapping up at him and running a soothing hand up and down the back of his thigh. ]
he starts slow at first, kisses and laps of his tongue to get him used to it. he's not assuming he never experienced this before, but his words of it being a while, and everything joon did until this point, tell him to take it easy. not to overwhelm him. to take good care of him.
once he's wet and relaxed and giving beneath his tongue, he presses it inside, lapping up at him and running a soothing hand up and down the back of his thigh. ]
[ Myung just pulls Junsu closer, hiding his smile in his shoulder, feeling way too good right now to even consider leaving, or moving, or anything like having an awkward talk about it. This is nice. He wants to keep this, now. ]
I'm glad. I'll do it again whenever you want.
I'm glad. I'll do it again whenever you want.
[joon wouldn't think of himself as someone who's easy to overwhelm. but the very first contact has him making a surprised sound that he smothers against another pillow. he must've lifted his hips too, something he only realizes once he has to settle them back down again. he's not normally loud in bed, mostly heavy breaths and a rough voice when he does say something. when he says junsu's name, it already sounds a little wrecked.]
There's nothing your mouth can't do.
[he moans, a quiet but guttural sound. he's gripping the pillow and trying to not rock his hips back for more. each lap and press of junsu's tongue just makes him greedy for more.]
Fuck, I think I could come again, fuck-
[he's so hard, and the pillow gives him just enough friction, but this was not in the plans.]
There's nothing your mouth can't do.
[he moans, a quiet but guttural sound. he's gripping the pillow and trying to not rock his hips back for more. each lap and press of junsu's tongue just makes him greedy for more.]
Fuck, I think I could come again, fuck-
[he's so hard, and the pillow gives him just enough friction, but this was not in the plans.]
It's the best place for me. I belong here.
[minsu says what he assumes junsu is thinking, because it's true. it's what he also believes. he looks at junsu for a moment, eyes shining in the darkness. there's something else that he thinks.]
But you don't, do you.
[minsu says what he assumes junsu is thinking, because it's true. it's what he also believes. he looks at junsu for a moment, eyes shining in the darkness. there's something else that he thinks.]
But you don't, do you.
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