I'm not really scared, honestly. I feel like I should be, but I'm not. [ because kwang is here with him. right now everything is fine even though being someone's boyfriend is a big thing and one he should feel pressure to earn, especially after everything.
he just feels undeserving, but not afraid. he won't mess this up. kwang knows all his truths now.
he turns his head to kiss kwang's palm, inside the curl of his fingers. he doesn't want kwang to feel bad for anything he might have said about humans. maybe it did hurt, but it doesn't matter, because he wasn't saying those things about junsu and he still wants him now. ]
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I'm not really scared, honestly. I feel like I should be, but I'm not. [ because kwang is here with him. right now everything is fine even though being someone's boyfriend is a big thing and one he should feel pressure to earn, especially after everything.
he just feels undeserving, but not afraid. he won't mess this up. kwang knows all his truths now.
he turns his head to kiss kwang's palm, inside the curl of his fingers. he doesn't want kwang to feel bad for anything he might have said about humans. maybe it did hurt, but it doesn't matter, because he wasn't saying those things about junsu and he still wants him now. ]
It's okay. I lied, so. We're even.