[ it seems too good to be true. kwang would have had every right not to listen, not to want to listen. he lied to him knowing what someone had done to him before. he didn't need to know details to know this would hurt him, anger him. he should have said something then. he should have.
but it's true that his lie meant nothing in the shape of their relationship. that none of it was to hide something that would alter it, or change how he felt, or how they interacted. well, it might have. kwang might have found junsu too human for his taste, but given how far they'd gotten already...
lying is bad, but the shape of who they are to each other is still the same in spite of that lie.
kwang saying he deserves more makes him tear up and choke up, and he sobs, feeling way too lucky that kwang is still giving him a chance.
and asking him to be his boyfriend, equal to ten, as important to him, as significant in his life. his special person. ]
I promise.
[ he throws his arms around kwang, hugging him tightly and closely, tucking his face against his shoulder. ]
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but it's true that his lie meant nothing in the shape of their relationship. that none of it was to hide something that would alter it, or change how he felt, or how they interacted. well, it might have. kwang might have found junsu too human for his taste, but given how far they'd gotten already...
lying is bad, but the shape of who they are to each other is still the same in spite of that lie.
kwang saying he deserves more makes him tear up and choke up, and he sobs, feeling way too lucky that kwang is still giving him a chance.
and asking him to be his boyfriend, equal to ten, as important to him, as significant in his life. his special person. ]
I promise.
[ he throws his arms around kwang, hugging him tightly and closely, tucking his face against his shoulder. ]
I swear. No more lying.