[ That - that makes Kwang's jaw clench, not so much in anger, but in tiny bit of frustration. He wishes Junsu could believe everything he's said before and know it was true, that it isn't about anyone being more special than another. And before, he didn't realize how deep it ran, but now.

Now, maybe he can do something about it. Something to strengthen Junsu's belief in their bond, and their relationship. Shuffling closer slightly, he moves his hands, grabbing Junsu's thighs and pulling him closer, a very clear indication for him to come straddle Kwang's lap. ]

Come here. C'mere.

[ It's not an order but it's close enough, and only once he's got Junsu right where he wants does Kwang speak again, raising a hand to curl around Junsu's jaw. ]

You're not second best. You've never been second best. At worst, you two are side by side, in my heart, taking just as much space. And - okay. I'm going to ask you something else, alright? Because I really want to, and I need you to know this is for real. You are not a footnote, okay?

[ Still, he waits for confirmation before actually asking what he wants to ask, his heart wild in his chest. ]