[ his heart seizes. saying the words, echoing them, makes them feel more real. minsu is going to be there when he wakes up. he won't wake to an empty bed. minsu's going to be there and they'll have shared this, for real. these feelings between them, that mutual understanding — it means something.
it means everything. and it's real. he laughs at minsu's words, feeling so loved and wanted and happy in a full way he can't remember ever knowing before. maybe it's because minsu fits so well into his life, his heart, that it feels like he belongs there. the doubt about minsu returning his feelings was a deep, deep hole in his chest.
now it's full. so full. his laugh is breathless and watery, eyes filling up. ]
I love you. [ he blurts it out without thinking, without needing to. this has been true from the moment they touched. not love at first sight, but the strike of the match that set it off. his heart beats hard and fast, a little scared, but also not at all. minsu is the safest person. and why would he withhold this feeling from him? he deserves to hear it, to feel it, to know it. to be loved.
his arms wind around minsu's neck, tight, tight. his chest heaves as he takes a deep breath, whispering between them. the laughter's gone now. it's just love and want and awe. wonder. ]
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[ his heart seizes. saying the words, echoing them, makes them feel more real. minsu is going to be there when he wakes up. he won't wake to an empty bed. minsu's going to be there and they'll have shared this, for real. these feelings between them, that mutual understanding — it means something.
it means everything. and it's real. he laughs at minsu's words, feeling so loved and wanted and happy in a full way he can't remember ever knowing before. maybe it's because minsu fits so well into his life, his heart, that it feels like he belongs there. the doubt about minsu returning his feelings was a deep, deep hole in his chest.
now it's full. so full. his laugh is breathless and watery, eyes filling up. ]
I love you. [ he blurts it out without thinking, without needing to. this has been true from the moment they touched. not love at first sight, but the strike of the match that set it off. his heart beats hard and fast, a little scared, but also not at all. minsu is the safest person. and why would he withhold this feeling from him? he deserves to hear it, to feel it, to know it. to be loved.
his arms wind around minsu's neck, tight, tight. his chest heaves as he takes a deep breath, whispering between them. the laughter's gone now. it's just love and want and awe. wonder. ]
I love you, Minsu. I want all of you.