[ junsu kisses minsu's forehead, then brushes his hair with his fingers. ]
Of course. I always do. That's why I'm not more mature... I've just always been scared something will happen to me, and now I'm scared something will happen to you and the people you love.
[ he's scared something will happen to hojoon and kwang, too, but differently, because they have powers and strengths that minsu and junsu don't have. this isn't maturity, it's the same fear, and selfishness, too. if he were to do this with minsu and something went wrong, who would sage blame if junsu wasn't hurt but minsu was? and junsu would blame himself, too, infinitely so. ]
You're going to mature a lot, raising a baby. Do you think it's going to be a girl or a boy?
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Of course. I always do. That's why I'm not more mature... I've just always been scared something will happen to me, and now I'm scared something will happen to you and the people you love.
[ he's scared something will happen to hojoon and kwang, too, but differently, because they have powers and strengths that minsu and junsu don't have. this isn't maturity, it's the same fear, and selfishness, too. if he were to do this with minsu and something went wrong, who would sage blame if junsu wasn't hurt but minsu was? and junsu would blame himself, too, infinitely so. ]
You're going to mature a lot, raising a baby. Do you think it's going to be a girl or a boy?