Yeah, you’re right. I’m glad you’re here, too. Very much so.
[ He takes some more time to just appreciate Junsu’s comfort, warm and solid and loving. It’s good, it feels better than good, right now. He wants to soak it all up.
Then he sighs again, a lot softer, something a little scared, blooming in his chest. ]
The other day, Ten and I had an innocent conversation, about kids - because of Minsu and Sage. But it started a chain reaction inside me, because Ten talked about having kids and how happy he’d be doing that, and -
[ He lets out another small sob. ]
I think I pushed the knowledge deep down inside for a long, long time. I had other things to work on, that felt more important. But - Junsu, I just. I can’t have kids. Not anymore.
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[ He takes some more time to just appreciate Junsu’s comfort, warm and solid and loving. It’s good, it feels better than good, right now. He wants to soak it all up.
Then he sighs again, a lot softer, something a little scared, blooming in his chest. ]
The other day, Ten and I had an innocent conversation, about kids - because of Minsu and Sage. But it started a chain reaction inside me, because Ten talked about having kids and how happy he’d be doing that, and -
[ He lets out another small sob. ]
I think I pushed the knowledge deep down inside for a long, long time. I had other things to work on, that felt more important. But - Junsu, I just. I can’t have kids. Not anymore.