[ Just like he knew it to be true when Hojoon said it, Kwang knows it to be true when Junsu says it, too. It's hard to take, still, because Kwang wants to believe that idea that love is finite is a notion he could teach Hojoon is wrong.

But it's not his choice to make. If Hojoon doesn't want to try, it's not Kwang's place to try and force it. And the selfish voice inside him wants to say he doesn't care about someone else's infinite love when he would settle for Hojoon's small offerings, but he knows.

He knows he'd grow to hate it. To resent it. ]

I know you're right. I know, in the long run, it would not work out. But right now... right now I wish I could have whatever he has to offer. But he's not willing to give it to me.

[ Sighing, Kwang still doesn't look up at Junsu, feeling somewhat embarrassed. ]

I've been dealing with some other things, too, that I didn't mention. Everything coming to a head like this, it's making me feel a little vulnerable. Again. I'd rather be strong for you.