[ it's an amazing thing to feel so special to someone that they don't think they can share it with anyone else, but it's not so amazing when it's at the cost of a loved one being hurt. it's conflicting. hojoon loves him, but kwang was hoping to have something special with hojoon too, and junsu can't say he isn't sad kwang won't get to experience that. ]

You'll tell me, if things get harder, or weird? [ kwang says he'll be fine, but things might change. maybe his feelings will turn, and maybe seeing joon, or seeing junsu with joon, will change things. he wants kwang to know that's okay. that he'd rather know so he can help. ] I do know how you are. Kind, and patient, and the best friend he'd ever could have.

[ junsu blinks and looks into kwang's beautiful face. he doesn't like to think of hojoon not being okay with this, because he wouldn't know what to do. not at all. he would be so lost and heartbroken and he would see no way out of this that didn't hurt someone. he hopes hojoon understands now. ]

I think maybe this taught him that he's not like this and that's why he doesn't get it. So I hope... I hope he knows I'm different and that's why it works, why I love you both the same.