[ as kwang tangles them up further, junsu makes sure to keep him close. if this is what kwang needs right now, he wants to give it his all. it's hard to know what to do, what to say. he's hardly had relationships that were so open and communicative and understanding before.
he wants to be as good to kwang as kwang is good to him, all while maintaining things with hojoon so he doesn't feel so guilty it taints everything.
they can do it. junsu has faith in kwang, hojoon, and himself. the kind of faith he wouldn't have had half a year ago. ]
He's a little all or nothing, isn't he?
[ junsu kisses kwang's forehead again, and then reaches a hand to card it through his hair. ]
It won't get weird. Do what you need to do, whatever it takes to make you feel better. [ he trusts kwang. he knows kwang wouldn't be horrible to joon for this. so he feels safe telling him he can do anything and whatever he needs so this doesn't hurt as much. ]
It's not you, you know. You're perfect. We talked before, once... I don't think he gets this. How you can love more than one person.
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he wants to be as good to kwang as kwang is good to him, all while maintaining things with hojoon so he doesn't feel so guilty it taints everything.
they can do it. junsu has faith in kwang, hojoon, and himself. the kind of faith he wouldn't have had half a year ago. ]
He's a little all or nothing, isn't he?
[ junsu kisses kwang's forehead again, and then reaches a hand to card it through his hair. ]
It won't get weird. Do what you need to do, whatever it takes to make you feel better. [ he trusts kwang. he knows kwang wouldn't be horrible to joon for this. so he feels safe telling him he can do anything and whatever he needs so this doesn't hurt as much. ]
It's not you, you know. You're perfect. We talked before, once... I don't think he gets this. How you can love more than one person.