[ That's not true. There's plenty to unpack, probably, on both sides. Junsu might have to carry both weights, but at least he'd get to know the full story.
Kwang drapes an arm around Junsu, slides a leg between his boyfriend's, anchoring himself. ]
I went to speak to him, and he said that he doesn't think he can give me what I want. Because you come first, and he'll always love you more. Which, I understand, and I already knew. But I think he'd prefer give me nothing than give me what he considers to be not enough.
[ He pauses, throat clicking when he swallows. ]
I won't jeopardize anything, so I'll just back off. It's better, I don't want anything to get weird between the two of you. I'll be fine. [ He lets out a low chuckle. ] I didn't think this would happen to me ever again.
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[ That's not true. There's plenty to unpack, probably, on both sides. Junsu might have to carry both weights, but at least he'd get to know the full story.
Kwang drapes an arm around Junsu, slides a leg between his boyfriend's, anchoring himself. ]
I went to speak to him, and he said that he doesn't think he can give me what I want. Because you come first, and he'll always love you more. Which, I understand, and I already knew. But I think he'd prefer give me nothing than give me what he considers to be not enough.
[ He pauses, throat clicking when he swallows. ]
I won't jeopardize anything, so I'll just back off. It's better, I don't want anything to get weird between the two of you. I'll be fine. [ He lets out a low chuckle. ] I didn't think this would happen to me ever again.