I know it's a very childish reaction to have -

[ Kwang cuts himself off, sighing in Junsu's embrace, instantly burrowing into it, eyes closing. ]

It just seemed like there was some hope, for a while. And I should have known better than to hold on to it. I'm sorry, I truly didn't want to burden you with this, I know it must be awkward for you, and I apologize. I just. Wanted your company, more than anything.

[ Later, he'll probably talk to Ten, too. But he thinks Ten might try to say something, or do something, change Hojoon's mind, and it might not really the appropriate thing to do. ]

I'm sure he didn't. I didn't mean to make difficult for him, either. I imagine I made him feel quite confused for a while.