[ junsu worries his lower lip more, rolling it under his teeth, heart saying yes, mind coming up with so many reasons this is dangerous, risky, not safe, probably stupid, probably unfair to others they love. his feelings for minsu have become such a normal thing that they're hardly there anymore, not like they used to be. he loves him with everything he is, but he's accepted minsu doesn't feel like that, and is happy with someone else, but is still in his life.
he was scared of losing him, with all these changes. not jealous. just terrified things would change between them more than they have, until they were barely the same person anymore.
a bond would prevent that. it would tie them together. he wouldn't have to be scared.
but kwang and hojoon and sage might be upset with them. it might go wrong. minsu has a baby on the way. ]
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he was scared of losing him, with all these changes. not jealous. just terrified things would change between them more than they have, until they were barely the same person anymore.
a bond would prevent that. it would tie them together. he wouldn't have to be scared.
but kwang and hojoon and sage might be upset with them. it might go wrong. minsu has a baby on the way. ]
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