[ junsu shakes his head, as much as he can with joon's hands on his face. ]
You're not wrong if it's how you feel. Don't take it back just because I'm — just because I'm reacting.
[ he looks down and away, because he's reacting in a way that should be shameful, tears and hurt like hojoon did something terrible, but he didn't, not really. ]
It's part of... part of loving each other. Figuring this kind of stuff out. [ which he's learned thanks to kwang. loving kwang and being with him has taught junsu the things he needed to know in order to love hojoon. they're not independent of each other. ]
I'm not mad at you. I'm just sad I've let you believe I loved you less because I love someone else too, when I love you — [ he takes a breath there, shaky, tears wetting his cheek. he shakes his head. ] So much there aren't any words. When I thought I loved you so much you couldn't possibly think I loved you less.
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You're not wrong if it's how you feel. Don't take it back just because I'm — just because I'm reacting.
[ he looks down and away, because he's reacting in a way that should be shameful, tears and hurt like hojoon did something terrible, but he didn't, not really. ]
It's part of... part of loving each other. Figuring this kind of stuff out. [ which he's learned thanks to kwang. loving kwang and being with him has taught junsu the things he needed to know in order to love hojoon. they're not independent of each other. ]
I'm not mad at you. I'm just sad I've let you believe I loved you less because I love someone else too, when I love you — [ he takes a breath there, shaky, tears wetting his cheek. he shakes his head. ] So much there aren't any words. When I thought I loved you so much you couldn't possibly think I loved you less.