[joon whimpers, and then both hands are cupping junsu's face and trying to pull him closer. he's committed a cardinal sin here, done one thing he's never supposed to do and the one thing he promised to never do again.]

It's true, I really don't want you to change anything. I'm so happy with you.

[he doesn't feel any of those things, hurt or sadness. he came into this situation with open eyes, and he's never once regretted it. those moments where he might've been jealous of kwang melted away like snow when he realized that he loved junsu too, and then his thoughts became why would he want him gone? it would hurt junsu if kwang wasn't there, and he wouldn't see junsu hurt for anything.]

I was wrong, I'm sorry. But now I know and I can learn.

[that's why he came, to try and understand. does he think he could love junsu any less? never. not if this house was filled with a million people. can he imagine loving anyone else the way that he loves junsu?

that's the big question here.]