[ it makes sense, he thinks. joon had no reason to look at someone with that context in mind if he wasn't looking for someone, something else. junsu gets it now, when looking at others the way he used to feels wrong, off, like cheating. he's reached the point where the people in his life are enough that no one else even registers as a possibility.
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he can also understand this being scary. ]
Do you know what you're afraid of?