[ that's a big thing, that kind of promise. junsu isn't sure it's ten that will receive it first from kwang, but he doesn't mind the way he might have before. it doesn't make him feel panicked and heartbroken. it just makes sense to him, and he'd be happy for them. it wouldn't mean kwang loves junsu less than he did before.

besides, junsu has another boyfriend now too. he's selfish sometimes, but he doesn't like being a hypocrite.

he drops his forehead against kwang's shoulder. ]

I know, baby. [ his arms wind around his middle. ] Whatever's making you feel vulnerable... we can talk about it, and we should talk about this stuff if we're even a tiny little bit scared.

[ if they can't talk about things like this then it might spell their downfall in the future, and junsu doesn't want that at all. he takes a breath. ]

You can talk to me about him, you know. [ kwang's gone to great efforts to accommodate for his own insecurities and vulnerability. ]

It's okay. I like him. You have Ten and I have Hojoon. So I get it. [ he never disliked ten, really, but it was scary that kwang had someone else and he didn't. that if he needed someone he loved and who loved him, kwang might be busy, or not there, or with ten already.

it just feels more secure now that he has something that makes him feel even in every sense. ]