[ Kwang shakes his head, regretting being so obvious instantly, but also feeling like - well, maybe he should say something. Because he likes to communicate, and he dislikes nothing more than secrets between the two of them. Even if it's not exactly a secret. ]

No, no, that's okay. I did something quite similar, actually, that's not -

[ His stomach twists a little, reaching up to pull Junsu's bottom lip free with his thumb, soothing over it. ]

It's not you, at all. It's just me, and my own thoughts, and worries. I just. I know you and Hojoon have a very privileged bond, and I don't want to... be an obstacle to you, getting everything you want. Even if that is an exclusive relationship with him.

[ He wants it very clear that he does not blame Junsu for any of it, or Hojoon, and he hopes it shows through. ]