Sorry, I didn't mean to make it so dramatic, I just —

[ he holds onto myung tightly, buries his face against his shoulder. it feels good to say it, and it also feels awful. ]

I hate that I'm human and lied about it for so long and got really good at convincing myself no one would love me if they knew.

[ which he knows better now is ridiculous. kwang loves him. hojoon loves him. minsu loves him. what he is doesn't change that at all for any of them. so he shouldn't let it change it for himself either. ]