[the difference between this, what's real and what's memory, what's illusion. it's overwhelming. joon can barely believe that it's happening, that he let it happen-
he squeezes his eyes shut at that thought. but junsu is there when he opens them again, looking at him with dark eyes and a perfectly red mouth stretched around him. it punches the oxygen out of him, blowing out the few flames that were still dancing on his skin.
that's when he starts to struggle with his control, wanting to move, not daring when he wants the control to be junsu's. the urge to squirm moves just beneath his skin, making him grip junsu's hair and the mattress respectively.]
I'm almost-
[the sentence is interrupted by a moan and a little jump in his body. joon's hand slides along the other's cheek and jaw, cupping it, thumb brushing the corner of his mouth to feel how well he takes him. hojoon takes a few more harsh breaths, but a tremble has taken over his body and it's not letting him go. something in him has to give.]
Fuck, I'm gonna - move back, Junsu-
[because coming in his mouth would be the final nail in joon's coffin.]
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he squeezes his eyes shut at that thought. but junsu is there when he opens them again, looking at him with dark eyes and a perfectly red mouth stretched around him. it punches the oxygen out of him, blowing out the few flames that were still dancing on his skin.
that's when he starts to struggle with his control, wanting to move, not daring when he wants the control to be junsu's. the urge to squirm moves just beneath his skin, making him grip junsu's hair and the mattress respectively.]
I'm almost-
[the sentence is interrupted by a moan and a little jump in his body. joon's hand slides along the other's cheek and jaw, cupping it, thumb brushing the corner of his mouth to feel how well he takes him. hojoon takes a few more harsh breaths, but a tremble has taken over his body and it's not letting him go. something in him has to give.]
Fuck, I'm gonna - move back, Junsu-
[because coming in his mouth would be the final nail in joon's coffin.]