[ sometimes, before. there were people in his life. that he chose because he liked them, and they liked him, and there wasn't the same weight to it, the same desperation, the same fear driving everything. he felt out of place, he wanted more, but that wasn't a crushing, terrifying thing because the world was still mostly human and safe.
after, he'd become too terrified, his desire to be more tied into that, everything he did about keeping himself safe, his worth defined by his ability to find a place to stay and magical people to befriend. usually to seduce.
minsu goes back to his cot, and junsu is hit with all the exhaustion of the day, lying down immediately and curling up again. ]
I guess it should be. I don't know anymore.
[ he looks to minsu, wanting to smile but too tired to, tugging the ratty blanket at the foot of his cot over his body. ]
It's pretty. But you seem nice, too. Nicer than most.
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[ sometimes, before. there were people in his life. that he chose because he liked them, and they liked him, and there wasn't the same weight to it, the same desperation, the same fear driving everything. he felt out of place, he wanted more, but that wasn't a crushing, terrifying thing because the world was still mostly human and safe.
after, he'd become too terrified, his desire to be more tied into that, everything he did about keeping himself safe, his worth defined by his ability to find a place to stay and magical people to befriend. usually to seduce.
minsu goes back to his cot, and junsu is hit with all the exhaustion of the day, lying down immediately and curling up again. ]
I guess it should be. I don't know anymore.
[ he looks to minsu, wanting to smile but too tired to, tugging the ratty blanket at the foot of his cot over his body. ]
It's pretty. But you seem nice, too. Nicer than most.